candy empire.* (:

kinda glad how everything worked out.

2009-04-16T19:24:00.000-07:00

Im kinda glad that everyone thinks my blog is 'dead'.

So then I can finally rant, whine and talk about weird stuff and no one would care or know about it since no one ever visits my blog. FYI, I don't even read people's blogs unless my friends perform their 'occasional bugging sessions' to coerce me to do so.

I don't even log on to MSN often & I think I've officially succeeded in losing contact with those I usually chat with on the virtual platform.

Why?

I'm so overwhelmed by recent events and I think it's real challenging having to forget and move on with life and hope for the best. Alright, I think I shouldn't be 'hoping for the best' at this stage because I think I need more than just praying and pure luck.

I need all the luck in the world now. I need to get out of my own little world, out of my own comfort zone and start thinking real hard what I want in the future.

And I think it's exceptionally hard for me because I really want to go on the conventional path but I don't have the privilege to do so.

I always thought I understood what it means by 'everything happens for a reason'. But I have no idea what this would mean to me anymore at this point in time. Perhaps I would understand in the future or maybe never.

I know I brought this upon myself. But what about the other things that happened to me? Did I make it happen? No.

I know life is unfair so just let me complain about it for a while and you know, move on with life.

On the bright side, Kris Allen is still safe. (:

a lot has happened

2008-08-06T20:45:00.000-07:00

I gotta say, a lot of things happened over the past few weeks and they are all good matters! It will be pretty unbelievable to say this, but yeah, over the past 2 weeks, I've personally met Jamie Scott (When Will I See Your Face Again guy), Simple Plan & Chris Daughtry UP CLOSE. Took photos but has yet to upload them! I went to Singfest and finally saw JASON MRAZ! He was FANTANBULOUS man I tell ya! I've never met such a smart and talented guy before other than him, of course!

Anyway, school kinda ended for me and so it's the END of all chaos! No more crazy projects datelines and bitch fights and everything else! Gotta say I'm kinda glad but is still kinda sad. But I'll definitely miss Mr Tay and Ms Zalina, they are the best lecturers EVER in Mass Communication!

Oh yeah, I'm finally going to start my attachment but it's only going to commence in a month's time? My workplace is at Tanjong Pagar and it's situated at a pretty little nice cozy corner within Springleaf Tower. I'm excited for my attachment and I'll do my best for it! Take my word for it!

Okay! that's all, will continue to blog some other day! (:

2008-06-02T21:37:00.001-07:00

Gosh. i think my blog is officially dead. oh well, life's been pretty bad. so little time, so much to do. By the way, im only blogging because im obliged to do so since i set up this account. gosh. im sneezing damn badly in lecture man. Alright! that's all. it's going to be holidays in just a few days time. Finally, my 'well deserved' break!

Gotta leave.

elective results soon. :/

2008-03-16T23:32:00.001-07:00

Leona Lewis is definitely NOT comparable to KELLY CLARKSON.
No wonder Miawhui doesnt like her. Leona and her Bleeding Love single. I dont like her anymore.

Here's the link to her video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF84pIhP5UM

You might love her after watching it. But she's just another Clive Davis's puppet. Go read up in Wikipedia regarding to Kelly & Clive Davis's feud.

Anyway, Leona sung 'A Moment Like This' back in 2006 during her competition times. (X-Factor).

Here's the link to the LEONA'S VERSION which is totally similar to KELLY'S :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3kAsUB6nFA&feature=user

I hope Kelly comes to Singapore soon for a gig/concert. I'm willing to purchase the most expensive ticket!

Hmm. I totally forgot about my elective results! I hope I get Integrated Marketing Communications!

candy in bliss

2008-03-13T18:08:00.000-07:00

let's see. ive never liked communication issues. but i officially love it.

(:

and feature writing too actually. and guess what? i officially hate web design because i know he hates me. but i expected it. so it's fine really.

but really, candy is living in bliss now. don't ask why.

maybe.

2008-03-13T12:31:00.000-07:00

I'm strong, but I break.
I'm stubborn, and I make plenty of mistakes.
I'm hard, and life with me is never easy
to figure out, to love, I'm jaded but oh so lonely.
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
if you'll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

kelly clarkson, maybe.

telemarketing + thoughts

2008-03-10T13:40:00.001-07:00

DISCLAIMER: LONG ENTRY. IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO EMBARK ON THE JOURNEY, FORGET ABOUT SCROLLING DOWN.

After visiting other people's blogs, I think it's REALLY time for me to update my blog. LOL. I don't know. Personally, I do not have the motivation to post entries regularly. Sometimes I get really excited over an event and I would tell myself to REMEMBER to blog about it. I have no idea why blogging has become such a chore to me nowadays.

I also simply refuse to change my blogskin. I hate having to check if my friends' blog url links are still valid. For your information, most of my friends change their blogskins AND URL LINKS as frequently as they change their clothes. (okay, this is obviously an exaggeration.) But I hope you get the idea that I hate having to change my blogskin even though I know I should.

Let's see. I shall try to recall what I've done for the past few days. Let's start from 08/03/08. Eliza asked me if I would like to take over Huda's position as a telemarketer for a FEW HOURS. You see, I agreed immediately without hesitation BECAUSE it was ONLY supposed to be a few hours. (but it turned out that I needed to extend my working hours to a few days.) And to be realistic, I would say $7 per hour is pretty good money, as opposed to the miserable $5 per hour for Fish & Co.

Speaking of Fish & Co, I had the shock of my life when I went back to the 'fishy place' to work after TWO FREAKING months. Im still pretty surprised that Im still able to place my schedule at ease without having to account for my disappearance. Okay, I shall reveal the shocking fact at the later part of my post. If you think it's tedious having to read the rest of my entry to find out the fact, you might just want to scroll down to read it for yourself. But I still suggest that you stick to the conventional reading way.

Back to the topic of being a telemarketer. Trust me. If you adore chatting on the phone, please DONT EVER consider taking up the position of a telemarketer. The only advantage of being one is having the leeway to call whoever you like. But that's only when your supervisor isn't present okay? But anyway I managed to sneak a few calls out to my friends during my working hours and GOSH, it's not easy calling people alright? It's funny how I always listen to weird songs before the person at the other end picks up. There's a variety of songs ranging from Jay Chou to I- DON'T- KNOW - WHO but it's just simply hilarious.

From my experience as a telemarketer for, uh-hum, three official days, I THEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT I DESPISE TALKING TO FELLOWS / JOKERS WITHOUT EMAIL ADDRESSES AND OLD FOLKS WHO DON'T COMPREHEND ENGLISH. Imagine having to EXPLAIN to them in MANDARIN the PURPOSE of the call and the RESPONSE I need to get from them. Here's a draft of what I'm supposed to say to them.

'Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng ( This is a name of a project and it's related to a HDB flat) and I'm here to confirm your appointment date and time. Your appointment date and time is ____________.'

Let's stop here. I'll explain to you what happens when you read that off word by word. (issued by our supervisor)

POINT ONE:

The person would EITHER listen and talk/express his views at the end of the sentence OR would attempt to break your sentence by SNAPPING at YOU.

Scenario 1:

Candy: Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: Oh! Hi! Yes?

This is the typical response I always hoped for when I make the calls. This group of people would usually be more receptive and they are MOST LIKELY more civilised.

Scenario 2:

Candy: Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: (Awkward silence.) Um, what??
Candy: Oh hi, it's regarding to the selection of units.
Receiver: Selection of units?
Candy: Yeah. You recently made a trip down to the Boon Keng showroom right?
Receiver: No? (rudely)
Candy: Okay, according to my list, you're one of the applicants.
Receiver: Hmm, what's my name?
Candy: Tan Ah Kow
Receiver: Yeah. That's my name.
Candy: Yup. Did your wife happen to apply for the selection of units then?
Receiver: Hold on. (passes phone to wife)
Wife: Hello?
Candy: (This is when I need to repeat ALL over again.)
Wife: OH YEAH! YES?

Imagine having to make the above call thousands of times within two days. It's definitely impossible to accomplish. Therefore, our job duration has been extended to let's see, four days? (scoffs. LIKELY to accomplish. but I don't think so still.)
AND I SWEAR THERE ARE A DOZENS OF FUNNY NAMES ON THE LIST. AND TAN AH KOW REALLY EXISTS! SAW MR GURMIT SINGH and a lot more. Can't recall now. ( I always laugh at them by the way, the only way to amuse myself. No, correct that. It's the only thing that amuses me with the exception of the response I get from the receivers.)

Scenario 3:
SUPER KIASU TYPE

Candy: Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: Yes?
Candy: I'm here to inform you on the appointment date and time.
Receiver: I didn't know about anything

PAUSE. I NEED to interrupt okay. THAT IS WHY IM CALLING THEM TO INFORM THEM ABOUT THEIR APPOINTMENT DATE AND TIME RIGHT? TO INFORM!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?

*continues conversation*

Candy: We've sent out email notifications and I do not know if you've checked yours recently. But we figure it's still better to call you to notify you personally.

Receiver: Oh. I see. But how do I check on the availability of the units?
Candy: You can check by accessing to our website, www.hoihup.com
Receiver: Oh, can you tell me the price range?
Candy: I do not know the price range. You can only find it out personally by visiting the showflat at Boon Keng
Receiver: But can you tell me, roughly?? The price range?

NOW, NOW, NOW. I NEED TO REITERATE AGAIN. DIDN'T I JUST SAID 'I DO NOT KNOW THE PRICE RANGE????'

*back to conversation*

Candy: I'm sorry, I'm only responsible for calling you and to inform you about the appointment date and time. I'm not too sure about the minute details.

Receiver: Oh. Okay. When's my appointment date then?
Candy: 17 March, 1.30pm
Receiver: Okay. Can you also SMS me the details?

ONCE AGAIN, I NEED TO INTERRUPT. THIS IS RIDICULOUS. I'M NOT A SLAVE OKAY. I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE SUPER KIASU AND THAT YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING. BUT I CAN'T SMS YOU!!!!!

*back to conversation*

Candy: I'm sorry, but I'm calling from the office and I'm not able to sms you the details.
Receiver: Oh okay.

SIMPLY KIASU. And I must say that the advance in technology has really transformed us. SMS huh??? Not just one, but at least a good hundred of them requested for a sms! I think I should really feedback to the company. Mass SMS. Good marketing tool.

Scenario 3:

Be prepared for the most challenging and arduous journey ever.

Candy:Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: HUH?
Candy: It's regarding to the selection of units.
Receiver: HUH?
Candy: Do you understand English?
Receiver: I don't understand (In chinese)
Candy: Oh. It's okay.

So I EXPLAINED IT AGAIN IN CHINESE.
Guess what?

*The conversation resumes and it's in MANDARIN.*

Receiver:No leh, don't have. what house?
Candy: You know, HDB, house.
Receiver: What house?
Candy: ( I didn't know what to reply. I mean you can't possibly NOT understand HOUSE in CHINESE right?)
*Awkward silence, battling with MY inner demons that are begging me to let them out.*
Candy: (attempts to speak again after battling with those demons and subduing them.) Can I speak to your wife instead? She might have applied to select a unit.
Receiver: What HOUSE? NONO. YOU TALK TO ME. IT'S THE SAME.
Candy: No. CAN I SPEAK TO YOUR WIFE PLEASE? YOU DON'T SEEM TO KNOW OR UNDERSTAND.
Receiver: HUH? No. I UNDERSTAND. WHAT HOUSE?

OH GOSH. I NEED TO INTERRUPT BADLY. I MEAN YOU OBVIOUSLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT'S WHY YOU KEPT QUESTIONING ME 'WHAT HOUSE' RIGHT? SO JUST FREAKING PASS THE PHONE TO YOUR FREAKING WIFE!

Receiver:HUH? Explain to me.
Candy: It's okay. I don't think you're interested in any units. BYE.

I REALLY CANNOT STAND HIM!!!! HE KEPT 'HUHING' and it was really super loud.

and most of them blame me for notifying them LAST MINUTE. OH COME ON, YOU DIDN'T CHECK YOUR OWN MAIL and YOU'RE BLAMING ME? BESIDES IT'S THE MANAGEMENT THAT DECIDES TO HIRE TELEMARKETERS AT THE VERY LAST MINUTE ALRIGHT?
and I did argue with a receiver regarding to the issue. BUT I WAS VERY POLITE. So I wouldn't describe that as ARGUING. But more like debating.

Anyway, it was ridiculous. But I learnt a lot and I'm beginning to really hate calling people. BOTH OF MY EARS HURT SO BADLY NOW.

OH YEAH! THIS IS ABSURD BUT FUNNY.

Scenario 4:
Candy: Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: Oh! Polar cake?

Scenario 5:
Candy: Good evening, I'm calling from City View @ Boon Keng. ( intentionally pauses)
Receiver: Booking?

Both scenarios made my day. and oh. my supervisor is Mr. Tagochi. (we secretly call him. tako pachi. lol.)

Anyway, that's how I spent my day from the 8th to the 10th.

And now on to the Fish & Co part!

I found out that we need to wear this cap thingy and it's ludicrously FUNNY.

damn. im sorry if you've waited specially for this part and it turned out to be disappointing. that's really about it.
only that it makes me really ugly and it was really embarrassing because I said this to my friend when I saw her wearing it.

Candy: woah, you're now the 'hip hop' kind of person huh? haah.
Erin: All Fish&Co staff need to wear this now.
Candy: *Jaw drops*

So yeah. that's about it. and aside that I met Melissa Chan and that she gave me a lot of Oreo rolls. Thanks Mel! (:

And of course, meeting up with Fel, Huier, Kf and Zoey.

I think it's only a matter of time I would bring up the 'quitting' issue to my Fish & Co. managers. But I really enjoyed my days there though. It has been tough, but it was my first REAL job.
Im gonna miss drinking their ice tea. lol. and tasting their fish,fries and cakes at night.
Not the staff meal though.

Woah. Impressive. A VERY LONG ENTRY IN A VERY LONG TIME.
Miawhui and Huda, persevere!

Candy

2008-02-25T10:24:00.001-08:00

Gotta clarify that i'm not dumb for doing what I wrote in my previous entry. My sister transferred the dishwasher detergent to an empty bottle and I just used it since it's the only bottle that resembles the liquid laundry detergent in the toilet.

gosh.

2008-02-25T10:20:00.000-08:00

My Girl is so awesome. Lee Jun Ki is so unbelievably good-looking.
Guess what? I decided to wash my clothes today and I actually mistook the dishwasher detergent for liquid laundry detergent! Great, I need to wash them again. So much for helping out in washing.

the ordeal

2008-01-30T20:50:00.000-08:00

I really think it's a miracle that I'm still alive.
I'm really tired.
I want my Chinese New Year holidays.
I want my life back.
Give it back to me, Diploma of Mass Communications.
I know I sound really silly talking to the diploma, but I'm not gonna care anymore.
I've been having sleepless nights and on top of that, I'm blessed with a very very very bad case of influenza.
It's so hard to survive. REALLY.
As I'm typing this, I'm prepping to head for another lesson. WHY AM I STILL HAVING LESSONS AMIDST THE CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATORY MOOD?

HELP ME.

THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP.

enchanted was superb!

2007-11-27T03:31:00.000-08:00

Enchanted was superb. Love the chipmunk.
So close.
Ever ever after.

this is the post i posted on the i&e blog.

2007-10-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

This is the entry I posted on the I&E blog.
Since it's an introduction of myself, you guys might as well read it. Get to know me better.

*********************************************************************************************
MINGALABA!

Just in case you are clueless to what MINGALABA means, it represents HELLO in BURMESE. so MINGALABA to all of you. This is CANDY, C to the A to the N to the D to the Y. Please do not ask me for discounts or vouchers when you want to make purchases in Candy Empire. Yes, I own the place but my managers despise customers who think they have privileges just because they know me personally. So please don't make matters difficult for me!

Alright, enough of that and back to the introduction session. I love Blue (colour) and the boyband BLUE. I used to colour all the humans in blue back in primary school art lessons. That goes to show how much I love that colour and I do enjoy looking at my own art pieces and i just simply love the fact that all the humans looked like blueberries. ( * takes in a deep breath after the long sentence.)

Well, I like sushi, donuts, potatoes, dark chocolates, ice cream and italian food. I don't know if that is going to help you much in understanding me more. Nobody relates sushi to a person. (For e.g. Candy Lim= sushi.) But maybe this mathematical formula might help you guys in remembering me. Candy Lim is not equivalent to MATHEMATICS. This simply means that I WILL NOT, LET ME REITERATE AGAIN, WILL NOT tolerate numbers, ratios, differentiation, algebra and maybe a little statistics.

That explains why I ended up in Mass Communications. I was hoping that I do not have to deal with the torment of doing calculations and statistics. But guess what? It seems that in life, the more you want to avoid a circumstance, the more likely it is for the circumstance to come chasing after you. Just so you know, I survived a module called Media Research Methods and from the name, it suggests statistics and numbers and countless of invisible barriers. BUT I SURVIVED!

I love movies as it is equivalent ( = ) to sitting on comfortable chairs and focusing on movies and reaching out for the packet of popcorn that is usually nicely propped up on my friend's lap. (BREATHES DEEPLY AGAIN FOR THE LONG SENTENCE)

Okay, you can say I love to shop for tops and stuff.

I can't seem to think of anything else to describe about myself. I guess I can always come back for another post. So there, TATA, and CIAO AGAIN!

SMILE!

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THANK YOU NADIA!

2007-10-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU NADIA for that short passage about my birthday and the part about me pretending to be a witch.

AND YES. MY PRINTER RAN OUT OF INK AND I NEED TO SPEND $45 TO BUY THE CYAN,YELLOW AND MAGENTA INKS. SO MINE IS JUST AS IDIOTIC AS YOURS.
IS YOURS WORKING NOW?

I WILL HANG OUT WITH YOU AND INITIATE CONVERSATIONS TOO!DON'T WORRY.

THANK YOU NADIA, MOXI!

2007-10-18T20:38:00.000-07:00

Alright. my turn to blog abt my birthday celebration. THANK YOU NADIA AND MOXI! and HUIZI of course, for being there with us physically even though she was mentally absent. :/
YES. Huizi was the WATERJUG. hahaha. you have no idea what we did. We were conversing with a water jug half the time and imagining that it's HUIZI. We even placed our advertising book in front of the waterjug to indicate that HUIZI was mugging. I believe the waitresses and waiters at Miss Clarity Cafe got pissed with us for staying there 2 hours. OH YES. i think the MUD OOZE was great. but i don't think greatly of the Chicken Ballotine.(not to mention that part of the chicken flew out of my plate!)
i think the menu was cute. The illustrations were cute but according to Nadia, real-life Clarity doesn't even resemble the cartoon! hahha. F.Y.I, Clarity is Nadia's friend and MISS CLARITY CAFE was named after her and the cafe belongs to Clarity's aunt.
so cool right?

Here are the photos that I took.

This is Nadia's warm pudding!PRETTY good.

THIS IS MY MUD OOZE! PERFECTO!

This is the digestive cake which aids in improving digestive system.okay. I faked it. It's called the digestive cake. but I don't really know if that function exists. MOXI ATE THIS.

Nadia,i love the FROOT LOOPS shirt!thanks!Moxi!thanks for bringing us to Miss Clarity Cafe even though we figured out that it was just opposite the other side of the library!
The PIG game was entertaining but can be rather unpredictable at times. Level 25 pigs LADIES!hahahaaha.
Moxi took this picture without realising that I was showing the pig nose and SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO THE PIG NOSE TOO! but she was clueless and she thought i was posing for the camera. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I WAS NOT POSING FOR THE CAMERA OKAY? HAHAHAHAH!

I TOOK THIS PHOTO! LOOK AT MOXI'S FACE! CONTORTED WITH ANGER!

anyway, thanks for celebrating my birthday!i really appreciate it a lot.and thanks to those who wished me and sent me smses yesterday!THANK YOU!!!!!!

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

2007-10-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. im listening to ADDICTED by Kelly Clarkson and it's my 18th birthday. :/
The clock struck 12am seventeen minutes ago and I decided to listen to one of my favourite songs to remind myself that IT IS indeed 17 October 2007.

Eminem must be rejoicing now. He's also celebrating his birthday today. Hold on, Singapore's timezone is different from America's. So it might not be the 17th yet.Anyway, I have to confess that I'm rather pathetic because I really cannot recall anyone famous other than Eminem who shares the same birthday as me.

I know the WEBSTER guy/lady's celebrates his or her birthday every year on the 16th of October. (he/she wrote the WEBSTER dictionary) I found out about it from GOLD 90.5 FM, therefore I've decided to tune in at the same time tomorrow to find out who shares the same birthday as me. ( i hope i can remember)

Let's see, I'm not gonna pierce my naval or get a tattoo on my 18th birthday. I have no guts. I really admire Nadia and Zoey for their courage.

I can't seem to remember my past birthday celebrations except that they have been rather..*clears throat* mediocre. That's in my opinion. It's really time to reflect what I've done for the past 18 years.
I really enjoyed my primary and secondary school days. Let's just say that my polytechnic journey has been rather arduous. I've struggled quite a lot internally and have been really disappointed in myself. I have to admit that trying to come up with excuses to defend my own mistakes is a shameful act and my faltering confidence in hindering me from succeeding. I KNOW THAT and I really hate it. but i can't help it.
I can totally sense the whole world revolving and changing at such rapid speed, but I'm still the same person. I can vouch for that.

That is why i feel out of place at times. But that's just my inner voice, not the outer shell. It feels like I'm in a deep slumber. I need someone to wake me up. To make me sober.

You don't need to know what I'm talking about. Otherwise it wouldn't be known as MY emotional struggle as well as my reflections.

Whatever it is, I will face the music and deal with all the problems and fix them!

Being 18 is kinda bad. If I commit crimes, I will be held responsible for my own actions. Subsequently, I will end up at Changi prison. But rest assure that I will get Wentworth Miller to break me out of prison. I'm helping PRISON BREAK to write a sequel you see. A brand new season. PRISON BREAK 3: SAVING CANDY.

I can't wait to meet up with Nadia and Moxi later! It's been a long time since we've met up!Miss Clarity Cafe, here we come!

I'm pretty sure i will enjoy my birthday. (:

wooo. 18! cool figure and definitely memorable.

I'm listening to HAUNTED by Kelly Clarkson.

thanks mh and huda for the house of sudanese meal!

2007-10-09T10:55:00.000-07:00

I would like to thank MH & Huda for the wonderful early birthday meal at the House of Sudanese!
It came down as a rather HUGE surprise indeed. At least it's better than having a 'change of venue' as the surprise you know .
(rmb what you guys did last yr?)hahaha.
& of course the CONFESSION game was really really fun. Just in case you guys didnt realize, the game revealed some darkest secrets like what you guys like and hate abt me as well as how Mh ditched that "P" guy. oh well, everything is nice and well again isn't it? and i really don't think the fact that im turning 18 is going to make my life more thrilling, right MH?
and oh, silly-mon was indeed silly and well, very tasty. hahaha.thanks for recommending that HUDA!
let's go for more outings peeps.
once again, THANKS! (:

p.s: krisflyer card is way cool and blackberry green tea was unique.loved the kangkong.

ive decided to write what i need.(:

2007-09-28T13:42:00.000-07:00

okie dokie. im aware that my birthday is coming. so i guess this list will help you guys figure/sort out what to buy for me ya?
GOSH.WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT ANYONE IN THEIR RIGHT MINDS WOULD COME AND BROWSE AT THE LIST AND BUY THE STUFF FOR ME?
it's still an attempt, so i guess i won't give up.

here goes:

1)TOPS will be good for me. I NEED TOPS. I WILL ALWAYS need TOPS.but of course, BEAR IN MIND TO FIND THE ACCURATE SIZE. XS or S please. (hint: M)PHOSIS or OSMOSE.)

2) BLUE LIVE FROM WEMBLEY DVD. (yes i know. im outdated and Blue is like so YESTERDAY. but im a loyal fan. find it at HMV please.the last i saw it, there were 2 sets.)

3) CHARMED DVD SEASON 3.

4) A BAG. ( I WANT THOSE PUFFED UP and COMFORTABLE ones. preferably not SLING bags but SHOULDER BAGS. LEATHERY OR SLIGHTLY SHINY WILL SUFFICE. NOT TOO FANCIFUL. BLACK OR WHITE or SIlVER or BLUE. I CANT STAND OUTER SIDE POCKETS BTW.YOU MIGHT WANT TO CONSULT ME BEFORE PURCHASING)

5)EARRINGS. (HINT: WATTS IN STORE AT AMK HUB.cant stand chunky earrings. i like small and nice earrings.)

6)IPOD. ( i dont think anyone can afford this. like seriously.)

7) VOUCHERS. ( i guess vouchers aint bad. :/)

anyway, these objects are just what i want. you can buy other stuff for me.

PEACE OUT again!

humuhumunukunukuapua!

2007-09-28T13:18:00.000-07:00

I LOVE Humuhumunukunukuapua by sharpay and ryan.HAHAH.TOTALLY ADORE IT. Especially the part where Ashley Tisdale took on the male voice and sung a part of the song.

By the way, I went to Sentosa along with Huda and Miawhui to take the luge and skyride. it was an awesome experience to some extent. but i think the ride should be extended. Nevertheless, i would never forget the 'thrilling' ride. i was trying my best not to let my flip flops slip off my feet. or else it would end up in the forest.

Thank goodness everything went well and nothing close to Final Destination 1 or 2 or 3 happened. i cant seem to sleep even though it's already 4.30am NOW.I think it's the consequence of drinking White Chocolate Dream from The Coffee Bean.(strong caffeine content indeed!)

Here's more pictures we took.Guess Miawhui thinks she's finally photogenic enough to become a camwhore!

alrighty!peace out yo!

random posting.

2007-08-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

sick again. but i guess the past few days have been pretty fulfilling. i helped my sister with her projects and worked at fish & co. for a couple of days CONTINUOUSLY!that's the reason why im sick now!
but oh well, im sick so i shan't continue to blog.
BYE.

finally done with exams. HAIRSPRAY is FABULOUUUSSS.

2007-08-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

oh yes, time to blog more often since im done with all my exams.
you have no idea how FABUUUULOOOOUSSSS HAIRSPRAY is.
for high school musical fans, this movie is a MUST WATCH.
Be prepared to be mesmerized by Zac Efron's slick dance moves as well as his SLICK black hair.
and of course, without a doubt, his dazzling blue eyes.
you might become tracy's fan after watching the movie. no. i think john travolta is better. SERIOUSLY.
my new idol: John Travolta.
the movie is definitely worth watching. it's superbly funny!
don't even mention about Zac Efron's deep sexy voice. just faint okay?
anyway, Melody, you made the right choice. send me the songs ya?hahhaaha.
and oh, listen to 'bet on it' by zac efron. you won't regret it.

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-04T00:45:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!im done with advertising communication plan as well as everything else except:
TV PRODUCTION, MEDIA MANAGEMENT andddddddd NEWSWRITING!
and of course all the exams.
i know it has been some time since i've blogged, but that's because i had assignments after assignments to hand up.
ON TOP OF THAT, i needed to work too.
i TOTALLY BELIEVE that im a superwoman because i juggled between my studies as well as my work perfectly fine.
and this semester is supposed to be the harder one with all the major projects.
i feel a sense of accomplishment/achievement.
i still can't believe that one of the judges was telling us how well we did for our Stila advertising campaign.
it felt like a dream come true.
he even told us that he would like us to present for estee lauder.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
it might work out or flop.
but who cares?
he PRAISED us!
that's all that matters!
(:
oh my gosh.i still don't believe this.
all the hard work i've done for advertising.
alrighty!that's all folks.gotta run!meeting peggy and PH for lunch.
i need to ask them about a couple of things for newswriting too.
BUH BYE!

kelly clarkson rules

2007-07-02T12:12:00.000-07:00

kelly clarkson rules big time.
there's a hole...inside of me!it's so cold...slowly killing me!
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her third album.
FINALLY!MY DECEMBER.
i extremely love HAUNTED and SOBER and JUDAS and YEAH and MAYBE and IRVINE.
okay. all the songs in her third album okay? But the six songs i mentioned are my favourite.
i think her singing style has changed too. or is it just me?
three months and I feel sober....

so busy.

2007-05-28T11:26:00.000-07:00

it's always like this. so little time, so much to do.
let's see. there's so much to hand up next week.
besides that, im working now.
sheeshhhh. never mind. i know i can do it.
yes. advertising is under my control. media research methods can be done.media management? GREAT.i need to start on that one really soon. tv production?? i think it's pretty okay. i supposed we are on the right track. YEAH!no more PRINCIPLES OF MANAGEMENT! what a relief.
please don't let newswriting add on to the pile of work assigned to us. PLEASE DONT. i think i would rather have exams than to submit projects.
it's either you get it right or wrong in exams. but in projects? there's no definite answer. THERE. so don't complain so much if you have common tests that sort of things okay?
alrighty.gotta sleep.just completed contact report and standardized the fonts in the powerpoint slides. too tired to think already.
BYE!

boo.

2007-05-21T19:07:00.000-07:00

so tired. im listening though. (:

anger

2007-05-20T21:44:00.000-07:00

im angry.i do not know how to express my rage.SERIOUSLY. and i dont want to elaborate any more.
just stuff it u morons.
this is damn idiotic.

juggling.

2007-05-07T18:34:00.000-07:00

I have to try to be earlier from now on.
I hate 74.
I will learn to juggle, and do the impossible.
yes i will do that so that i wont have to hide at a corner like a miserable fugitive.
okay!bye!
please watch this FANTASTIC video.
it's not the trailer of FANTASTIC FOUR:RISE OF THE SILVER SURFER.
so please watch it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2MkAHe_z8c&NR=1

mosquitoes suck big time.

2007-04-27T12:04:00.000-07:00

Mosquitoes suck big time. let me count. i have not one, but 5 bites from the venomous mosquito. and one of the them is situated right smack at my right eyelid. I WAS SLEEPING OKAY? and i woke up because my curious sister was looking at me intently or rather at the disgusting mosquito. and she saw it trying to suck my blood, in fact, the sixth attempt and she goes "SMACK!" YEAH! TOUCHDOWN! hahaa. u teeny weeny vicious creature. i wanna squash u myself! hahaha. so now im awake and im trying to blog about it. i just applied AXE BRAND UNIVERSAL OIL. haha. im feeling so much better now. i stiil remember how my kindergarten teacher used to ask us to apply the oil when we were bitten by mosquitoes during zoological garden trips. haha. so cute. i was like a midget then. okay!
bye bye!

Song of the day: I Surrender by Celine Dion

NEVER AGAIN

2007-04-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

Never Again

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her
you think of me
I would never wish bad things
But I don’t wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
Cause I knew what you’d say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all okay

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth
She deserves you
A trophy wife
Oh, how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes
And he’s through with you
And he’ll be through with you
You’ll die together, but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn’t say it right to my face
Well, give me that Sunday school answer

Repent yourself away

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don't say
You simply lost your way
they may believe you
But I never will
Never again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
I Never Will
I never will
Never again

never again

2007-04-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

the most anticipated moment has finally finally FINALLY arrived!kelly clarkson has just released the first single from her third album. the single is titled NEVER AGAIN. i cant wait for her album to release this summer!!!but i have to wait for another couple of months. okay. perhaps 2 months. woo. go listen to NEVER AGAIN alright? (:

confessions of a teenage drama queen

2007-04-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

i just watched Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen on Channel 5 and i still think it's fabulous!even though the story plot might be a little lame, but i still adore the musical part!wonderful performance and i think Miss Baggoli aint that bad after all. ella is damn funny especially when she was so stunned that LOLA (lindsay lohan) actually thought that by sticking her body close to the concert doors, she's actually present in the concert and ella uttered "I can't believe your belief system!"
Just in case you have no idea what's going on, lola and ella tried to sneak into the concert but it was a futile attempt and they were kicked out by the security guards.
my quote for the day: Sometimes, life can be so randomly beautiful!

i love I REMEMBER WHEN by The Coral. (:

ridiculous

2007-04-20T10:55:00.000-07:00

sigh.this family is damn screwed up la.
i have no idea how long im gonna stay at ang mo kio.so damn sickening.
and my sister?she will never mature.all she ever does is wait for me to get home and start bickering with me and make my life difficult.
guess what?she's quarrelling with me because i did not help her check on some important STUFF. u know what that is? she wants to know why Vanness, the member from F4, didnt appear on the live show of 100% entertainment.
so stupid right?i was having media research methods tutorial when she kept smsing me. i already told her that i was having tutorials!!and she didnt understand.oh..i requested her to get me a copy of today's issue of TODAY newspaper..and she didnt get it because she wanted to get home to catch her entertainment show."HAHAHA".so funny right?
and now she's pissed because she didnt get to catch her idol because her idol didnt even appear on screen. CRAZY RIGHT??
like as if im the producer of channel U or something.
only one word can describe this situation.
RIDICULOUS.

advertising

2007-04-16T19:55:00.000-07:00

ooo.it's my very very first advertising lecture.i hope it goes well but im kinda shocked that it's only for an hour!
estella is next to me right now and she finished a packet of choco mint along with qixin and nigel is also eating them right now.and mok is blabbing.hahhaha.
okay.i think the lecture is gonna start
&
principles of management is so damn boring!
HELP!

sentosa 2007

2007-04-12T21:31:00.000-07:00

okay, huier "reprimanded" me because i didnt update my blog on the sentosa trip. im sorry. anyway. im here to talk about it now.
it was fun and i really think that the umbrella was of good use to me. im tanned enough, i dont need to get myself another tan and turn myself into a piece of charcoal used for barbeque purposes. and besides, i went for FMS mock camp the day before and i think i will really fall sick and collapse and suffer from heatstroke if i persist on staying under the searing heat of the sun. my skin will peel off horribly and i will die like those pathetic souls in house of wax.i heard that it's gross and ive never seen it before. im just assuming.anyway, that's just my point to why i need the umbrella and that I WILL use the umbrella for future trips to sentosa. huier!u are so right. it's scotching hot and i really dont care about the others cos they can just get themselves slaughtered by staying under the sun for the whole day and they can sizzle like never before and become like sausages!
haha. please dont get offended cos it's not a personal attack. it's just Candy's Theory.
but i think we took really nice pics and i absolutely love the video that we took kf! haha. where's the video???i can upload in the blog too!

back from camp!

2007-04-12T20:43:00.000-07:00

WOO!this has definitely been one of the most hectic week ever! i had a 3 days camp from the 9th to the 11th. and it's really fun to be the gamemaster!oh, im in charge of Line Everest. it's one of the easiest game to prepare because u dont even need to prepare anything for it! the campers will be the ones using their own possessions and belongings to form the line. im really really impressed with ira's and ruiming's grp. they were really out to fight it all out! thanks for cheering!!sorry if i made anyone lose their voice.
ive learnt something really really precious from the camp too!cos now i know how to tie water bombs! (:
im a professional now!im considering if i should sell fishball noodles, now that i know how to tie those packets!
there's something else that ive learnt from the camp, i should never get drunk during any camps! and especially not to take 9 shots of vodka at one time.the consequence is indeed embarrassing.
i love giving out balloons too! this camp is fun and i never regretted coming for it.
anyway, im sorry that Unity got bronze for this year's SYF. but please dont be too depressed!cos there's always a future and we must prove to the school that it's not sheer luck that got us to where we were before.
u guys did a marvellous job and u deserve a pat on your shoulders!on each and everyone of you!
wooo!i won every single hockey stadium game!hahah!thanks jieying,zoey and huier for being such fabulous teammates! haha.i won every game except for one. okay.whatever.hahaha.i still emerged as the ultimate winner afterall!that's what that matters most.
OKAY!it's friday the thirteenth and it's definitely not an unlucky day because it's my daddy's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DADDY!
(p.s i love the whistle cheer!it's the cutest thing!)

actually i think i kind of like my blogskin.

2007-04-07T11:58:00.000-07:00

i think i kinda like my blogskin. it's unique.
im falling in love with katharine mcphee's songs!u should really listen to them.
her voice resembles beyonce and a little of christina aguilera. but she's still original because she's a mixture of the both of them and not exactly like any of them.okay.im not making any sense here. but i really really really love her songs.
im sick again and this is like the second time that i've fallen sick during the hols. GREAT. i think Ruiming passed it on to me. but then again, i doubt so. i was eating Oregon potato chips and Calbee Hot and Spicy potato chips the night before. i think that's the real cause!
nadia, i appreciate your coconut!haha!i hope i never pass my "contagious" illness to u.the camp is going to be awesome. I HOPE SO.
moxi!when are we going to meet up to eat fish and co together with huizi?????

au revoir to FRENCH

2007-03-26T11:41:00.000-07:00

au revoir to FRENCH.
sayonara to JAPANESE.
adios to SPANISH.
hello to service innovation and principles of management.

all my hope is gone.

2007-03-15T12:02:00.001-07:00

all my hope is gone.

potato,sushi,potato,sushi! (:

life sucks

2007-03-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

no matter how hard i strive, im still unable to achieve my goal.
let the heaven decide my fate then.

now im breathing.

2007-03-13T12:38:00.000-07:00

nadia, i would like you to help me out in changing the skin!anyway, im back! (:
let's just summarise what i did today.
i met my MUM!weee. (: and she bought snacks for my sister and i!
i love REAL McCOY potato chips! let me just take another peek at the snacks..
meiji chocolates, wasabi flavoured oyster mushroom crisps, chelsea yoghurt scotch and Hi-Soft milk caramel sweets!
im listening to Somebody Still Loves You by Duncan James and mulling over which one i should start eating first.
ive decided to start with the gummy chocolates. (: ooo!i forgot about the green soybeans! im gonna try that first thing in the morning!
and oh!i queued up to pay my internet bills at AMK's post office!im so proud of myself!I endured the excruciating pain of standing and waiting for my turn for an hour!my patience limit has surpassed my expectation!but i wasnt at all pleased with the guy standing behind me. he kept asking me to move over to the counter 2 as the electronic device above the counter flashed "COUNTER 2". but i was pretty sure that i should stay put rather than move over to counter 2 because that counter is designated for the buying of postage stamps, weighing of bulky items and a couple of other stuff. but the guy kept insisting that i move over soon, probably because he can't wait till it's his turn to proceed to the other counters. i was dubious about the idea of moving over to counter 2. but i obeyed his command. i wasnt really obeying his orders, i was just kinda unsure and i didnt want to be wrong and it's likely that i NEED to move over to counter 2. besides, im not that inconsiderate to occupy people's precious time. so i went over and asked the lady if im allowed to pay my bills, and she was kind of taken aback-for no solid reason, but she replied "next time, if you are from the centre queue and want to pay bills, don't come unless i gesture to you to do so."
i was embarrassed and i wanted to get out of the situation quickly. i nodded and passed her the bills. gosh. i hated the man to the core. i know i shouldnt get so worked up but i was RIGHT! i spun and glowered at the man. but he's already standing at one of the counters and someone was obviously attending to him.
anyway..that's just something that i would like to share to everyone. im eating the green soybeans even though i stated that i will only consume it during morning. it's NICE! (:

p.s- i would love to be PINK ranger!not that im bimbotic or anything, but it's has always been my childhood dream. but rest assure that it has ceased to be my dream. the last thing i want is to wake up and find myself clad in the pink ranger's costume!

now im breathinggggggggg. (:

weird person

2007-03-09T12:16:00.000-08:00

in general, im a weird person. thank you very much.
im too lazy to be bothered with my frogskin.
actually i think it's perfectly nice up there, don't u think so?
okay, i shall confess. i have no bloody idea on how to change my blogskin. especially not with my apple laptop.
cos i have no idea how this works!!i downloaded the skin and all that i managed to get are some crappy stuff.
never mind. i shall get someone professional to deal with this frog problem.
meanwhile, i would like to express my apology to those of you out there who actually made the effort to come and check if my blog has been updated!im sorry to say that the frog skin is here to stay ; at least until i manage to get the CHOSEN ONE to come and deal with this *clears throat* MESS.
i love all of you and if u love me too, please tolerate with the frog skin!

for now, im off to my empire and i shall TRY to update more often!
(P.S. im yellow/pink hot ranger now?????HAHAHAHAHA.)

pan's labyrinth

2007-01-25T17:34:00.000-08:00

pan's labyrinth was damn nice! but i must really say that one of the creatures is really really disgusting and creepy. Huda and I were laughing at the way the creature walked with both palms open. okay. i guess you have no idea what that means. let me just elaborate it for you. This particular creature has no eyes, but Ofelia, the main character of the movie, ate some grapes and was foolish enough to revive the creature which is supposed to be STILL or rather DEAD. and there were two eyeballs placed conveniently on top of a small metal plate. the blind creature groped for the eyeballs and squeezed one eyeball into the centre of each palm. there were slits on his palms just for the eyeballs you see..and after squeezing them into his palms, he raised his left palm and placed it on the position where his left eye is supposed to be located. he did the same thing for his right palm. okay. so just imagine how he looked like. a creature will no eyes but trying to see through his palms with two freaky eyeballs. but it was just hilarious. only Miawhui found it scary. The most entertaining part is when he stood up with his palms open, swaying from left to right.
but overall, the movie was superb and well, i'm just glad that the captain died in the way and Mercedes survived. The coolest part is that it is a NC16 movie and it's in Spanish. I recommend those who likes Spanish and fantasy/magic books to watch that movie.

steamboat.

2007-01-16T05:05:00.001-08:00

Steamboat Personality Test.

What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?
A. Winter ( To Qn 2)
B. Summer (To Qn 5)
C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)

1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?
A. Like (To Qn 2)
B. Don't like (To Qn 5)

2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?
A. Yes (To Qn 3)
B. No (To Qn >>6)

3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?
A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)
B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)

4. What is the main point ypu will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?
A. Famous ( To Qn 7)
B. Reasonable prices ( To Qn 8)

5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?
A. Yes ( To Qn 6)
B. No ( To Qn 8)

6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?
A. 2-3 soulmates ( To Qn 9)
B. A big group of friends ( To Qn 3)

7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?
A. Wait ( To Qn 11)
B. Proceed to another one ( To Qn 12)

8. What kind of food you like to add?
A. Noodle ( To Qn 9)
B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" ( To Qn 7)

9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?
A. Drink the soup first ( To Qn 10)
B. Eat the ingredients first ( To Qn 12)

10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?
A. Yes ( To Qn 17)
B. No ( To Qn 13)

11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?
A. Yes ( To Qn 15)
B. No ( To Qn 14)

12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?
A. Put it once the steamboat start ( To Qn 15)
B. Later part then put ( To Qn 11)

13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?
A. All ( To Qn 17)
B. One type at a time ( To Qn 16)

14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?
A. Oolong Tea ( To Qn 16)
B. Plum juice ( Type A)

15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?
A. Home ( To Qn 16)
B. Outside ( To Qn 14)

16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?
A. Mind ( Type B)
B. Don't mind ( Type C)

17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?
A. Yes (Type D)
B. No ( To Qn 16)
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TYPE A
Shy, a bit of an introvert. You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home. To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends. But you will still have some soulmates. You need to treasure people who care and love you. You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target. But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions. Try to get along with different people.

TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb. You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people. Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you. You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone. You treat every person differently. To look at the bright side, you adapt easily. But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm. On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around. You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive. In this way, you can understand yourself more.

TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point. Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind. You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends. But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies. Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings. You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone. You need to learn to accept other people's opinion. This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.

I am type B!weeee.expected la.

WEE.

2007-01-16T04:51:00.000-08:00

im happy now. cos i've handed up my gender journal already. i hope it's of quality work!
well. IAC is ALMOST ALMOST done. you know what that means? it means i can watch The OC tonight. (:
and Mr Sharpe approved our proposal. thanks to sabrina and ervin.
but i really need to start on my informational capsule soon. i need JESSINTA!nvm.we shall do it on sunday.
and sorry to mehul, nigel and jessinta cos i made you guys do the project on sunday. sunday is family day!
im sorry.sorry.sorry.
now the last thing i need to do for the time being.
sleep.rest. and memorise my script SOON.
or i will be slaughtered soon.
im sick AGAIN.
im sucking Fisherman's Friends (apple and cinnamon flavour)now.
im sneezing again.NOOOO.why isn't the panadol taking into effect?
pain pain go away, come again another day.

okay.here goes nothing

2007-01-14T10:39:00.000-08:00

yay!apparently..im super busy for this upcoming week. okay. please cheer for me!
anyway, i have to hand up both my gender journal and my written communication proposal grid by this tues.
i need to get IAC done by this wed.
i need to memorise my script well so that i can be a wonderful facility tour bus guide.
there's Open House from this thursday to this saturday.
i need to do something to my radio informational capsule.fast.
okay.that's all.bye.
oh.i appeared on tv.
and i didnt even get to watch it myself.
cos i was doing my um..radio stereo assignment.stuck at DAW 6 drinking hot milo to warm myself up.haha.
but i think it's worth it.cos Felix mentioned that it's good.well, that's good enough for me.
okay.this is bye for real. BYE!

simon has released his second solo album and i don't even know.

2007-01-09T19:32:00.000-08:00

I don't even know that Simon Webbe has released his second solo album. To think that i call myself a TRUE BLUE FAN. :/
anyway..i heard a couple of his new songs from his official website.they are hmm..alright."Coming Around Again" is good though.it's infectious. Grace is just like another No Worries.
but i still miss Blue. u should see what his official website wrote about him. Totally from a biased point of view. and you know what they call BLUE??the website stated that BLUE is like a BOYBAND.what an irony.cos when Blue was still around, they NEVER did claim that they are a boyband. in fact, they hated people calling them that. but it's highly unlikely for people to accept their views. I mean, they were indeed like a boyband. but a different type of boyband. Definitely not the Backstreet Boys type.im grateful for that.Just a few days back, I was listening to Blue's music..and i love them. Who cares about being solo anyway? Simon sold 700,000 copies of his album but Blue sold 13 million copies of their album. Look who's talking now huh? just look at antony costa.(one of the members in Blue) He's like the shadow hiding behind the other three members when Blue was still intact. and he did release his debut album. but guess what??who knows about it? I don't even think his album is sold in Singapore.Poor soul.
let's divert our attention from the poor soul to our famous LEE RYAN. he's the first one to release his solo album. He did well i guess. but he's still not as famous as compared to the times when he was still in BLUE. where's the "Lee Ryan" with super powerful vocals??? He didn't even use an ounce of strength to sing his first single ARMY OF LOVERS. it's like totally crap. and all of them are like "grateful" that they left Blue. Even if they are not happy, they will have to deceive others and make their interviews sound like they enjoyed the post-BLUE period. how dare they forget their roots??how they became famous? HAHA.it's so funny that Simon says he likes urban folk now. let me quote what the website stated "Simon used to be one-quarter of CHEEKY R&B/pop outfit Blue-otherwise known as the boy-band's boy-band-and, as everyone knows,former boybanders don't have successful solo careers. unless, that is, their names are Robbie Williams, George Michael and Simon Webbe." this is total bullshit. i dont see BLUE as CHEEKY R&B/pop-outfit boyband. everyone likes Blue.okay.maybe not everyone. but most people. The reason why Simon is able to sell his debut album and reap excellent results was solely due to the effort that Blue's fans placed in buying them. we have faith in him, hoping and expecting him to produce R&B music. and he's trying to fine tune to some urban folk. not that i don't like his songs, but i feel that he should not forget his roots. how he became famous, and who are the ones buying his albums.
at least Duncan's album is available in Singapore. (:

what would you do?

2007-01-08T07:28:00.000-08:00

What would you do when u realised that you've made the wrong decision? Will you turn back or continue with what you've already started?but you must know that if you continue to struggle, you might not achieve what you want to get. But if you turn back, you might have to start your whole "life" afresh and you might meet new obstacles that you've never encountered before. so the cycle repeats itself again. But both routes are totally different experiences. it's really hard to choose the right one. in fact, there's no "right" path.
If i continue to persevere, i might be successful. On the other hand, I might just fail again.
This is really getting irritating. The temptation to turn back is really irresistible.
Turning back ain't that bad. For your information, it's not too late to turn back now. there's still an opportunity.
But I have no idea what's in store for me in the future. if i go on, i MIGHT get what i want. Will you give up when you know that chances are REALLY slim? will you still continue? but nothing in this world is impossible right?
i regretted not putting in my effort in the first place.
i should have done that.
*IF ONLY.*
but nothing is this world can tolerate these two words.

california

2006-12-07T17:14:00.000-08:00

welcome to my californian home...

hello!welcome back!they are back.
yes.they are back.
i have no idea what i can do.
help.

im happy

2006-12-05T17:41:00.000-08:00

im happy.
my printer has finally decided to operate.
i love you printer.
On behalf of my family and friends,
I would like to express my gratitude towards your wonderful service.
OH! before i say anything else, i would like to you to sign in this piece of contract.
it's really nothing.
it's just a contract that ensures that you won't desert me at the last minute like you always do,
especially when I need you most.
do you prefer to use a quill and a piece of parchment?
i can get that for you from hogwarts.
but i cannot guarantee that you will get them.
so why don't you just use the pen and paper provided for you?
it will do just fine.
yes. that's right.
*printer pondered for a moment, before nodding to show her consent to the matter*
here you go! ( i hand over the pen and paper.)
DONE!(shakes hands with printer)
and so, printer and Candy live happily ever after at Candy Empire.
:/

YAY!

2006-12-03T18:38:00.000-08:00

I AM FINALLY EARLY FOR SPEECH COMM LECTURE TODAY! IM EARLY IM EARLY IM EARLY TODAY!I TOOK THE QUIZ AND I AM SUPER EARLY TODAY!WEEEEE.THAT IS REALLY AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!
I LIKE COLEMAN'S PRESENTATION. IT IS REALLY ENGAGING AND I EXTREMELY LOVE THE WAY STEVE JOBS GAVE HIS PRESENTATION ON IPODS!
IM LEARNING THE POWER OF SOCIAL NORMS NOW.
THE FIRST EXPERIMENT TAKES PLACE WHEN:
U DONT KNOW ANYTHING AND U CONFORM.
THE SECOND EXPERIMENT IS THE ASCH EXPERIMENT:
YOU KNOW THE OBVIOUS ANSWER BUT YOU CONFORM BECAUSE OTHERS CHOOSE OTHER ANSWERS.
THE THIRD ONE IS WHEN:
YOU THINK THAT THE MAJORITY IS CORRECT, AND YOU CHOOSE TO FOLLOW/ CONFORM.
THERE.
I DO LISTEN IN SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY LECTURE.
(:
I'M A GOOD GIRL.
BOOM.SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE THE ROOM (X3)
TICK TICK TICK TICK BOOM.

MY HAND PHONE'S MEMORY CARD HATES ME.
IT'S SPOILED.FAULTY.WHATEVER.
:/

RED CAMP 3 is FINALLY OVER!!

2006-12-02T18:49:00.000-08:00

gosh.red camp 3 has finally come to an end. That also signals the end of my misery.end of my assessed impromptu speech, written communication's grammar test,1000 words essay for contemporary issues and social psychology's pop quiz.
ALL THESE HAD TO TAKE PLACE DURING RED CAMP 3. so lucky eh?
but red camp 3 was fun. i love the skit and the red campers became really enthusiastic on the second day. the jam and hop was incredible!i cannot believe i danced till i was really giddy and lethargic! ira and jinhui were so cute.they told me they cannot dance. but they still joined all of us and tried their best to dance! ira! you can dance! have more confidence! jinhui was very stiff at the beginning..but he became better and better at the later part of jam and hop. sooo...jinhui. YOU CAN DANCE! have confidence in yourself too!we were told that jam and hop would end in about 10 minutes time. so Jinhui, Ira and I waited at the back and were really certain that it was going to end. but the music just went on and on and the DJs were trying to create the atmosphere and they kept asking us if we were having a fun time. before we knew it, we were dragged back onto the dance floor and we couldn't resist anymore. or was it just me huh? but I began dancing all over again. at least the second attempt at the dance floor was way better than the first. we were dancing near the stage the first time and we were really all squeezed up. there wasnt enough room for any of us to actually dance without colliding with each other. (woah. it felt like i was a molecule or something. HAHAA.colliding. and then there was chemical reaction. :/ )
the second time was like I've mentioned before, way BETTER. we were at the back, and all the ambassadors gathered to dance. Eugenie and I linked hands and started dancing like mad. there were a couple of other ambassadors who began to go under our linked hands and began to perfom LIMBO! HAHAHA. it was so hilarious.
but there was one scary part. the red campers became wild and started to mosh. they deliberately collided with other dancers and it was an ugly sight. if they want to mosh, they can go to the real clubs and mosh. not that they are of age YET. HAHAHA. but i will be next year!HAHA. but i dont think i will ever mosh. i had to admit but I am quite ' tiny'. i will probably end up at the hospital if i ever mosh.
the third day was a relief for me. it was finally the last day of red camp. i can finally sleep well.
guess what? i slept from 8 pm last night to..10am! WOO! FINALLY CANDY.
that explains why im up so early blogging this. it's a SUNDAY and it's 11.15am!(:
it's really unusual for me to wake up so early to blog.
P.S: ASYRAF, SIM SENG and BRANDON MADE UNITY PROUD.
they all performed during the jam and hop and they are really really COOL!

but the best of me stayed.

2006-11-29T15:10:00.000-08:00

i'll wait for the postman to bring me my letter
i'll wait for the good lord, to make me feel better
and I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
family in crisis that only grows older.

that was just a song by lindsay lohan.

hmm..let's see.it's 7.12am and i should be getting ready for my speech communication tutorial.
alrighty.wish me luck okay?
hopefully red camp will be really fun.
i hope.
i hope tmr's soc psyc's quiz will be easy.
i hope.
everything will be fine.
will it?

i miss blue

2006-11-28T00:54:00.000-08:00

this is a super random entry.
i want to learn how to french braid.
can anyone pleaseeeeee teach me?
i want to tie my hair into a bun using a hair chopstick.
does anyone knows????
estella just gave me this super adorable sticker!
and it's an elephant!(:
i love clicking the key now.
cos elephant is there.
it's squishy. :/
i miss BLUE.

tired

2006-11-27T19:40:00.000-08:00

oh gosh.i am super tired.i cannot stand it anymore.great.i have to write a 1000 words essay TOMORROW. it's going to be on a controversial issue.but i cannot do CONTROVERSIAL issues. or whatever contemporary issues. i hate it.if you notice, i have really bad sentence structures.but i'm not going to care.because i have to worry a lot about it during written communication.
im super tired.yes.let me stress that again.and i really adhor my 'totally reliable printer.' i cannot print my documents at home and i will have to rush to school everyday just to print it and bring the documents to class.how irritating is that???
oh man.i left out my topic sentences in my formal outlines.HOW CAN I BE SOOOOO CARELESS????GOSH.i think my lecturer is going to call me out NOW.let me bet with you with $100.oh.im sorry.i cannot pay through the virtual way.so i dont need to worry about sending you the cash now.SHIT.KILL ME.SLAUGHTER ME LIKE A PIG NOW.IM DEAD. SO DEAD.and i dont have enough points to support my primary supports.OKAY.PLEASE PARDON ME THE SILENCE.CALL ME NOW. i hate committing mistakes, even though this is not such a big mistakes.OH MAN.I ACTUALLY WENT TO SLEEP INSTEAD OF DOING MY OUTLINES. KILL ME. IT'S MY FAULT. i feel like a stupid idiot. im just typing and typing without stopping.im afraid he will call me.it's not his fault.IT'S MY FAULT.OH GOSH.IDIOT.
and i did not GO to sleep.i slept unknowingly.okay.i can feel his frustration.OH MAN.APA citations and everything is going to haunt my life.and RED CAMP TOO.oh man.and there's SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY QUIZ this friday.HOW???i'm not going to be able to cope with that.kill me.let me die.
it's my fault
i didnt do ANYTHING during the weekends.
I WAS SICK.
OH MAN.
T to the I to the R to the E to the D.
TIRED.
can i just write about DA VINCI for tmr's essay?
it addresses a controversial and contemporary issue.
i guess that will be okay.
maybe i should just do some research on it.
and maybe just crap my way through.
im sorry lecturer.for not writing my topic sentences.
):

im doing nothing right now.

2006-11-15T00:44:00.000-08:00

im super bored right now.i have nothing to do and im still in school.how ironic.i am always complaining about my never ending workload and here i am telling you that i have simply nothing to do. oh don't worry, i ALWAYS have something to do.especially catching up with my work and everything. but please do not piss me off by asking me to prepare for my impromptu speech that will take place in 2 weeks time or ask me to worry about my social psychology human documentary presentation. i have the right to relax.at least for one day.i shall worry about all that tomorrow.thank you very much.
i just ate shepherd pie and the taste is definitely not up to standard today.maybe it's just because it's not hot anymore.okay.i see ira eating her chicken mayo.she is always eating that.and when she is in SIM, she will buy fish and chips.hahaha.OOO..speaking of SIM's MEGA BITES, i just recalled that they sell superb mudpies over there!but the vendor was super hilarious. she asked us if we wanted icecream.i was bemused.i always thought that mudpies consist of icecream.it is one of the layers anyway.i love the bottom layer!!!!the brownie is fabulous.but it's still not comparable to the one in Spageddies. Chocolate hot fudge brownie is the most awesome dessert on Earth!!okaayyy, maybe it's exaggerating.
im getting really sleepy.i think i should go.goodbye! Auf Wiedersehen!!!!!!(:

dedicated to nadia.

2006-11-09T00:54:00.000-08:00

nadia.i miss you.i almost broke into tears after reading your entry. it was such a poignant entry. there's an inexplicable feeling welling up inside me.im sure that your grandmother knows deep in her heart that u love her and it's okay if you did not show your love to her for the past few days.
i can still remember the day when i stayed overnight at your house. we were playing barbie and everything.but i would never forget the moments when i walked past your grandmother and the way she smiled at me.and the way i smiled back at her. she was such a kind and courteous woman.i can still remember very clearly that she told me that she loves the SPICY BEEF FOLDOVER and she ate 2 of them. and when i first woke up, i saw her coming in and she told me to go back to sleep, thinking that she was the one disturbing me.but i told her it's okay.
even though exchanging a few words may seems like nothing to you, but it really does mean something to me.i was glad to be given the opportunity to get to see this lady.at least i got the chance to talk to her.
life is so vulnerable and unpredictable.our loved ones can leave us without warning.but that doesnt mean that they are not watching over us.so nadia..cheer up! i'm sure your grandmother is happier now and she can see your every movement!
im sorry nadia for not being with you at this point of time.im also sorry for not being able to attend the wake because i didnt know that Monday was the last day.i was intending to attend on tues but was told that it was already over.IM REALLY SORRY.i wasnt certain of the details.IM SO SORRY.pls forgive me okay?im really sorry.i wanted to be present.im sorry.once again.im really sorry.
i love you nadia.be strong.and i miss you.i hope to see you this coming monday.

"im in the library now" useless entry

2006-11-09T00:38:00.000-08:00

im in my school's library now and this is supposed to be an useless entry. i see no point in blogging when my laptop is running out of battery life and i need to finish my social psychology journal today.HOW THE F*** am i supposed to finish it??????damn.(im not trying to be vulgar here.)

this is qixin's guest appearance. candy is so hilarious she always sings my song whenever i start she will continue lol! and she has only 10% left on her laptop and here she is typing rubbish cos she has nothing better else to do LOLOL. :D:D:D:D

--after 30mins.

this is qixin making her guest appearance again! HAHAHA. I TELL U. candy has now 12% of battery life on her laptop! LOL and she is currently charging. lets pray with her to make sure it gets to 50% by 6pm! LOLOL. :D:D:D:D

anyway.this is supposed to be an useless entry entitled to useless people like ME.so pls do not read this.
THIS IS A DISCLAIMER.

touch communication

2006-11-05T19:27:00.000-08:00

hahahaha
my adorable lecturer is teaching us TOUCH COMMUNICATION.
and she "touched" on the point that it's just different when guys hold hands and when ladies hold hands.
touch symbolizes relationship.
wooo.
hahah.
looking at a stranger for more than 3 seconds is flirting.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.oh my gosh.so i flirt everyday.
and she told us that once we master the 5 different non verbal communication, we will master the essence of flirting.
so funny.
sorry for not blogging for such a long period of time.
im sure everyone misses my peachy entries.
boo.
im bored.
yay.lecture is ending soon.im freezing here.my fingers are almost immobilized.please end it now.
pretty please.(:

PEACH

2006-10-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

HEELLLLOOOOO EVERYONE AGAIN.
hello to all my peachy friends, my peachy family members and peachy passerbys.
im feeling super peachy today.
how about ya??do u want to eat peach ice cream?
i am willing to give up my peach yoghurt for you peachy friends!
but im running out of peach!oh no..HOW???
"and it's so hard to live a dream...when the everything they want u to be...is anything but meeeeeeee....meeeeeee.....so much confusion circling in my head.."
just in case u are wondering what im doing now..im singing a peachy song.
HAHAHAHA.where's CACOFONIX???
i must find obelix and asterix.cacofonix is no longer a good singer because his "PEACHING" is off.
no intonation.
where's the potion????GETAFIX!!!!HELLPPPPPP.
oops.u are most prob getting more puzzled every single minute!!!!!!
stop reading it now.im warning you.this entry will be full of peachy details and it gets peachier.
dont you just like to eat peaches??
peaches.what exactly are them?i will categorize them as fruits.and it just tastes the best!the most awesome and extremely heavenly fruit.i love peach i love peach.do you love to eat peach????i do.oops.it sounds like i just agreed to marry to MR PEACH.

kwon sang woo craze

2006-09-10T14:25:00.000-07:00

you will never believe what i did.yes.i murdered someone.haha.provided if you can actually take in the fact that i slaughtered someone.i hate to spoil it all for you.but i did not murder anyone.not like what happened in I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER.come to think of it, i dont even know what the movie is all about not to mention the content of the novel itself.any sensible being will totally understand that i am just crapping.all the murder stuff and the sherlock holmes thing.i think it's time to tell all of you the real truth.the real truth is really hard to grasp.you will definitely not expect me to do it.well.at least given the thought that i completely understand myself and it is unbelievable that i would actually do it.yes.the IT refers to squeezing with an angry mob of people.they are not just any other people.they are a crowd of insane aunties.insane aunties who are willing to go all out to get a glimpse of their beloved god.mr kwon sang woo.
for your precious information,mr kwon sang woo is the lead male actor of the famous korean drama STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN.i've watched the drama and it is without a doubt, the most tragic and touching drama ever.i was silently suppressing my tears the whole time i was watching the drama.and trust me, if you enjoy watching people crying over such dramas, you should be present to witness the scene when my sister and I teared whenever Mr Kwon Sang Woo cried in the drama. he is sooooo and let me reiterate my point again SOOOOO devoted and loyal and faithful to his only love. one will be crazy to call him a perfidious lover.anyway, the synopsis of the drama is not my main point.i only wanted to point out the kind of feelings this particular drama can evoke or draw out. a conflict of emotions.yes.that is how i will define this drama.and...sad to say, this is the kind of drama that will subconsciously "hynoptise" a particular segment of people to go crazy. and the degree of insanity amassed is enough to make them drool all over our dear mr kwon sang woo.oh.if you are still wondering, let me clarify your doubt.the group of "unique people" is unfortunately AUNTIES.i am depressed that such a pathetic fate had to befall on them.the fate of worshipping this korean idol whom "coincidentally" happens to be a human being.
anyway.im too lazy to continue writing abt kwon sang woo.for your information, ive written the above portion of the entry weeks before..and i was too lazy to publish the post.gosh.why did mollie sue get eliminated??i dont really know how the judges deliberate the results.tsk tsk.america's next top model is a total disaster without mollie sue.they can just end the show there.BROOKE should have been the one eliminated.
by the way, im watching stairway to heaven again.HAHAHAH.

im back!

2006-08-30T10:36:00.000-07:00

im back!haha.i know.u guys thought i left my blog to rot. but im not so cruel you know.im just you know..sleeping..eating..watching tv..the normal sins a normal human being will commit.but then again, it's HOLIDAYS.
alright.this comeback is not for nothing ok.im here to answer these silly questions that huda has posed for me.woo.it's a challenge.it has simply too many questions.but im still going to embark this crazy journey anyway.so enjoy! but before that..im happy chloe won the project runway! i knew she would win.i was right from the beginning.ok.here goes nothing.

I have been entrusted with this task by HUDA:

001. Real Name: Lim Hui Yi Candy

002. Nickname: Jandy,Ghandi, Dandy Candy, Candy Candy, Lollipop, Candy Floss, Rollie Candy, ok.halt.must i really complete this list?cos the list will drag on and on and eventually you wont find any purpose in reading this and i will waste more than a nanosecond of your precious time.let's not do it then.

003. Single or taken: Single.

004. Zodiac Sign: Libra.

005. Male or Female: Female

006. Elementary School: Qihua Primary School.

007. Ipod: I dont own an ipod because my parents say that it is not good for your ears.im a filial daughter and i will obey my parents.

008. How many buddies on your list: im lazy to check.this is an absurd question.

009. friendster name: Candy.(like duh.im original)

010. Hair Color: Black. But no jet-black and the funny thing is a lot of ppl asked me if Ive dyed my hair before. to satisfy YOUR curiosity..i did not dye my hair.i can still remember Miss Aw asking me that question during morning assembly on one of the days last year. hmm. ok. i do have a few strands of hair that bear a similar colour to light brown (i dunno why.but it's cool anyway.)

012. Hair long or short: Long

014. Eye Color: Dark Brown

015. Are you health freak: Hmm.im conscious of what i eat, but a freak?not really.

016. Height: 159 cm. ok what. im near 160cm.Eliza Huda and Mh said Ive grown taller.Mayb I've surpassed the 159cm range!yipee!

017. Do you have a crush on someone: No?

018. Do you like yourself: OF COURSE. im in love with myself. but not narcissistic though.

019. Braces: none.but ive been considering of getting one.my.my teeth aint straight.

020. Think you're awesome?: definitely.

021. Piercings: earlobes.

022. Tattoo: none. but i wish i can have it.

Your 'Firsts'

024. Surgery: Im healthy though im not a health freak. so i am happy to announce i do not have an experience with surgery.i wish i do not have it.forever.

025. First piercing:hmm.recently.

026. First best friend: Sarah(my kindergarden friend)

027. First Award: hmm.i think it's some writing competition. i think it's the best handwriting award.woah.im so proud of myself.

028. First Sport: hmm.i seriously cant rmb.but i can rmb running since young.i like to run.

029. First pet: An Ant perhaps? haha. We(me and my sister) used to have an ant. you know, we ran around chasing it and trapping it with our pencil caps. u know those caps on top of your pencil( at my era, there isnt mechanical pencil.only those replacing types.not the sharpener type.when u are done with one section of the lead, you remove it and replace it by inserting it on the top so that the new one gets pushed out.) and i rmb sending the ant to its funeral.oh ya. it's not much. the ceremony was hmm.. a fast one.not very formal, cos i was still wearing my usual shorts and shirt. the funeral procedure was easy. it only involves bidding farewell to our precious Sarah(i named it Sarah.woo.i just realised my kindergarden friend is also sarah.)and throwing it out of our windows.ooo.i must add this. we teared.ok.mayb just shed a tear or two.

030. First vacation: Australia.

031. First Concert: hmm.BLUE CONCERT!woohoo!i won the tixs.hmm..not to mention the band concerts.

032. First love: hmm.tweety bird.i know it's silly.but tweety is a canary. a male. im attracted to heterosexual.LOL.

Favorites

033. Favorite movie: The Mummy.(oh boy.Huda and I share the same childhood)

034. Favorite TV show: CHARMED.

035. Color: BLUE

036. Music: all types.really hard to define my favourite.

039. Drink: Green tea.LOL.my recent obsession.Heaven & Earth.but i like Peach Tea too.

040. Body part not on the face: My eyes?haha. i insist my answer to be a face feature.fine fine.hmm.stomach?cos it's flat?and my sister seems to be really jealous of it.

041. Cartoon: Xmen.

042. Favorite piece of clothing: hmm.im not going to rummage through my clothes just for this question in search for my fav piece of clothing.but the most expensive one will be my levi's jeans..OOHHH ya.hmm.i like the sleeveless top that i bought from Perth.

043. Brand Of Clothing: ok.you can say im a materialistic girl.hmm.i like a lot of brands.i want to have more levi's jeans.and probably tops from Queen's Couture.hmm.Ed Hardy tops.i never owned one though.hmm.OH!i like Adidas.

044. What do you sleep with: A blanket. A pillow. a bolster.minnie and mickey. two STITCHS.that's about it.

045. Favorite School: Qihua Primary.

046. Favorite Animal: hmm.dolphin.

047. Favorite Book: i cant seem to pinpoint my fav book.im currently reading SIZE 12 IS NOT FAT.

048. Favorite Magazine: hmm.it used to be Top Of the Pops.and then it was Smash Hits..a lot actually.but ive gotten over these obsessions.

049. Eating: Sushi.Mos Burger.Pasta.bitter chocolate.let me emphasise again.BITTER chocolate.Peach tea.hmm.Minimelts.(choc.)

050. I'm drinking: Pokka Peach Tea.

052. I'm about to: Sleep.

053. Listening to: The fan spinning.

055. Waiting for:nothing in particular.a job maybe.

056. Watching: hmm.the last thing ive watched is She's the Man from Youtube.

057. Wearing: T-shirt and shorts

Your Future

058. Want Kids: hmm.alright.im fine with kids.two will do fine.

059. Want to Get Married: ok.to Chris Pine and Jonathan Bennett.

060. Careers in Mind:Radio DJ, hmm actually.i want to travel all over the world.and become a gypsy.

068. Lips or Eyes - eyes?didnt i mention my fav part is eyes?

069. Hugs or Kisses -Hugs.

070. Shorter or Taller- Taller of course.who wants to join Snow white and the seven dwarves eh?

072. Romantic or Spontaneous- Spontaneous!

073. Nice stomach or nice arms - umm.can i have both?

074. Sensitive or Loud- hmm.Sensitive?i dont get why im doing this crazy thing.

075. Hook-up or Relationship- Relationship?

076. Sweet or Caring- can i have both again?im not requesting for much.

077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant- i dont want any.see???im not greedy!pls tell me ive not committed the seven deadly sins!

Have you ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: i prefer hugs to kisses. i dont even like kisses.let alone kissing a stranger.are you out of your mind??

079. Drank bubbles - HUH???im not a fish.

080. Lost glasses/contacts - OH!haha.i lost my specs during CJC orientation.i did not realise i lost it until the person went up stage and asked if anybody dropped it.but i figured it's not mine since they said it's black rimmed.i only realised it's mine when i got home and remembered the person mentioning that it's oval-shaped and small.but my specs is BLUE rimmed!god.the person cannot differentiate between black and blue.perhaps Backstreet Boys will do a better job differentiating.afterall their album is Black & Blue.

081. Ran Away From Home- hmm.i was kicked out/chased out of my house by my mother once when she went insane.but she became sober again after i made a casual remark."mum,are you insane?pls dont be insane.you're scary." i was allowed in to my house after that.

082. Broken a bone- hmm.breaking a bone is a trivial matter. breaking your skull is something termed as important and precarious..fell in the toilet.too slippery.but i was lucky to survive.

083. Got an X-ray- hmm.not that i can rmb.

084. broken someones Heart- hmm.yes.my mum's.my dad's.my sis???hmmm i doubt so.she's the one doing it.

086. Turned Someone Down - haha.i hate to admit it. yes.

087. Cried When Someone died- hmm.died?i dont rmb anybody dying.i hope not.

088. Cried at school- uh huh.yes i did.results?cant rmb.too happy and i cried.

Do You Believe In

089? God- uh huh.

090. Miracles- uh huh.

091. Love at first sight- hmm.not until i encounter one myself.i must say it's crush.and not love at first sight.

093. Aliens- you know what?people from the other planet might jolly well termed us as aliens because they live in Pluto and we live in earth.and vice versa, we call other "creatures" aliens because they do not live in earth and they look different.but think again.those aliens out there might be too used to their own looks and think that us, "humans" with a pair of eyes, nose. mouth, a pair of ears, tongue and everything as aliens.so after blabbering this theory, my final conclusion is that i believe in aliens.

094. Magic - of course.why else am i known to be Prue Halliwell since primary school eh?

095. Heaven- uh huh.why do i drink HEAVEN and earth then?

096. Santa Claus- ya.anyone can be santa claus.i can be one too.

097. Sex on the first date- umm....*clears throat*im not into the physical stuff you know.

097. Kissing on the first date- HERSHEY KISSES!

099. Angels- yup i do believe the existence of angels.

Answer Truthfully

100. Is there someone You Want to be with right now? Why would i want to be with someone else in the middle of the night??

I want to be with Jonathan Bennett right now.he is like soooo handsome.(oh my gosh.why am i acting this way?)i want to be with Jonathan Bennett at this time because i want him to tell me how it is like to work with Lindsay Lohan and Amanda Bynes ..

--Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it...

01 how does the world see me?
im listening to Juicy by Better Than Erza now.
hmm.ya.im pretty sure im juicy to the world.LOL.im a "candy" after all.hmm.i can be different.a juicy candy instead of sweet candy.

02 Will I have a happy life?
WOOOOOO...i totally love this shuffle thing.Im listening to IF YOU COME BACK BY BLUE.
hmm.judging from the title, i dont think i will have a happy life.since i will only be happy when that person comes back.what if he doesnt comes back?but then..this is a BLUE song.(my fav.artist)so..im optimistic.oh man.can i finish listening to this song?it's the bridge part already.pretty please???cos im sure once i press forward..it will be a NON-BLUE song.but then again.it's on shuffle mode.so it doesnt make a difference for me to wait for this song to end right?ok.it's ending soon.woo.i dont believe im so capable.haha.YES.it ended.

03 What do my friends really think of me?
ok.now it's UNFAITHFUL by RIHANNA.
LOL.so my friends think im unfaithful huh????WOAH.is it like accurate or what.this is scary.im am LOYAL OK.right nadia and moxi and huizi and felicia and miawhui and huda and priscilla and kf and zoey and cheryl and amisha????

04 Do people secretly lust after you?
LOL.this song is WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR by Troy and Gabriella from HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
hmm.im not looking for someone who secretly lust for me.soo.yucks.i dont want it please.

05 How can you be happy?
The World is Black by Good Charlotte.
hmm.this is like the only Good charlotte song i have in my library.my friend sent it to me.hmm.so are u saying i can only be happy when the world is black?so weird.ok.this song is the incomplete version by the way.

06 What should I do with my life?
Braveheart by James Galway.
hmm.a flautist's song.very nice.hmm...i can totally decipher the meaning of the song you know.just follow the melody.yes.let it carry you.hmm.i know.i should take things lightly at times.not too seriously all the time.is that what u mean?hmmm...let me continue analysing this tune.hmm..there's definitely crescendos in the song.so my life has its ups and downs.but i should never be discouraged???YES.that must be it.woah.so soothing.i must be BRAVE.THANK U GOD.ok.im only praising this section of the survey.i have no idea why an image of a lion keeps appearing in my mind.i know why!cos a lion is brave.now im associating it with The Wizard of Oz.ok.enough is enough.

07 Why must life be so full of pain?
this is..hmm.O LOVER by JASON MRAZ.
oh.are u saying that my life is full of pain because of my future lover?that cant be it.my lover is jonathan bennett.oh boy.Jonathan.pls dont make me miserable.

08 Will I ever have children?
OH MY GOSH.it's MANDY MOORE'S ONLY HOPE.
WHAT THE HELL.are you saying i can only hope????NO.i will have 2 children.YES.woah.im starting to detest this thing.it's not accurate is it?i will be like Phoebe from Charmed then.i will go and adopt a child or something.

09 Will I die happy?
Girl can rock by Hilary Duff.
hmm.doesnt make any sense.i will die happy if i become a rock girl?uhhhh....(voice trails off...)

10 What is some good advice for me?
hmm...Crash and Burn by Savage Garden.
so i should Crash and Burn????this is mad.

11 What is happiness?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!OH MY GOSH...i cannot stand this anymore.this is soooo damn funny.
i got the song I WANT CANDY by aaron carter.
sooo...happiness is when i WANT CANDY????but I AM CANDY!!!ok.i want myself.HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.SOOOOOO FUNNY.so im supposed to be obsessed over myself.yes.i can TOTALLY see myself basking in my happiness when i open a CANDY SHOP.

12 What's my favourite fetish?
I KNEW I LOVE YOU BY SAVAGE GARDEN????????
HAHAHA.my fetish for love???great.what is happening to the world??have the earth stopped moving???

13 How will I be remembered?
Carnival Of Venice By James Galway.
hmm.so i will only be remembered when im in this carnival at Venice?hahahahah.OKKKKAAAAAAAYYYYY.im not very convinced though.hmm...but the song is a very light hearted one.a cheerful tune.so i will be remembered in a very nice way????

14 What is your love life like?
WHAT????THE REMEDY BY JASON MRAZ.
great.so u are saying my love life will only involve self-healing of my own love wounds eh????HAHAHA.woah.in spite of all these..whether if it is the ONLY HOPE answer i got for the no. of children and or that i will only be happy when i WANT MYSELF, im still rather positive that my love life will be GOOD.JONATHAN BENNETT AND I WILL BRAVE ALL THESE OBSTACLES.HEARD THAT???NO MATTER WHAT U SAY WILL NOT AFFECT MY EMOTIONS.

15 What's your life motto?
hmm...it's Infatuation by Rainie Yang.
finally a chinese song.haha.hmmm.im not infatuated with anyone now.JONATHAN BENNETT IS ALREADY MY LOVER.

16 What do your parents think of you?
LADY MARMALADE by Christina,Lil'Kim,Pink,Miss Elliot...
what?im lady marmalade to them?gosh.im not that u know.cheap.hahaha.i dont strut my stuff on the street.i dont go out asking for sex.thank you very much.im pretty decent.wrong.IM VERY DECENT.

17 What's your favourite hobby?
hmm.BREAKING FREE BY TROY AND GABRIELLA.
gosh.it's true.it's not surfing the net and everything.it's breaking free.i always feel so restrained.i want to have the freedom to be whoever i want to be. ive changed.ive entered a stage called metamorphosis.ive transformed.i feel liberated now.

18 What does your best friend really think of you?
hmm.it's really hard to you know JUDGE.hmm.i got
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT BY BLUE.
ya!of course my best friends love me.um.the straight way.right nadia moxi and huizi?

19 What's the worst thing about you?
DISCONNECTED BY LINDSAY LOHAN.
hmm.okayy.im disconnected.but im not that discordant.ahhahaha.but still.ok.i contradict myself when i speak at times.well.if u deem that as the worst thing..suit yourself.

20 Describe your mind.
START OF SOMETHING NEW.TROY AND GABRIELLA.
OK.I DONT MIND CHANGES.I LIKE CHANGES.I HATE TO BE THE SAME ALL THE TIME.IT MAKES YOU BECOME SUCH A BORING PERSON.IM LOOKING FOR A NEW START!HMM.WHY AM I STILL IN CAPS??

21 How will you die ?
ONLY WORDS I KNOW BY BLUE.
hmm.are u saying i will die when im speaking?maybe when im arguing.a heated debate or something.and then i will suffered a heart attack.gosh.it's a predicament.hmm.i hope it's not true.PLEASE.i want to die like Huda.she will die in her dreams.hmm.mayb not a terrifying dream.i want to die peacefully.u know.die of old age.lie on my bed and die since all my granddaughters and grandsons are married and there is absolutely nothing to cling onto anymore.LOL.

22 How does your crush feel about you?
SPEECHLESS by the VERONICAS.
hmm.are u saying that my crush feels speechless in a good or bad way????good way will be you know..he is breathless when he looks at me.and you know..his heart beating rate increases.haha.and he wants to say something.he opens his mouth but he found himself dumbfounded.cos im simply too amazing.cos.hmm.speechless in a bad way?like.I REALLY HATE YOU AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU ANYMORE.STOP APPEARING IN FRONT OF ME????OK.CAN I CHOOSE THE FIRST ONE?but then again.i dont have a crush.my heart goes out for JONATHAN BENNETT.AND HE HAS AGREED TO BE WITH ME ALREADY.DIDNT YOU SEE THE TABLOIDS??

23 What is your wedding going to be like?
SO YESTERDAY BY HILARY DUFF.
this is so comical.i seriously think this survey doesnt want me to have a happy ending with my lover and everything.if u have read my previous answers..u will know this survey is against me.it's just jealous of me that i will be happily ever after with my future spouse and everything.so u are saying my wedding will be so yesterday and that i will remarry again?like ditch my husband or the other way round.if it's really "so yesterday"...it will be me ditching him.understand??

24 What about your honeymoon?
ELEPHANT LOVE MEDLEY.EWAN MCGREGOR AND NICOLE KIDMAN.
HMM.elephant??oh.will i be in a safari or something??like..in the african plains or something?sounds promising.for the first time., the survey has finally predicted the right thing.yes.i will be off to a natural place to have my honeymoon.it will be so cool.everything will LOVE.hahah.

25 Describe the last day of your life
SPARKLING DIAMONDS.NICOLE KIDMAN.
WOAH.i know i know.im valuable.even my coffin will be filled with sparkling diamonds.a royal death.gosh.thank u thank u

26 Why does life suck?
SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD BY BLUE.
woah.hmm.true.life sucks cause sometimes u do not have the courage to bring yourself to apologize to someone you hate or maybe to someone you think have done wrong to you and yet u had to be the one to take the initiative to apologize first. i totally understand this.

27 Why does life rule?
GIRL ON TV by LFO.
hmm.cos girls rule all the way???i cannot deny that.HAHAHA

29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?
TRI-ANGLE.BY DBSK.
hmm.i dont get it.a korean song.

30 Will you achieve your goals?
FIRE INSIDE THE MAN BY SAVAGE GARDEN.
hmm.this does not make sense at all.this thing is getting idiotic every single minute.

31 What will your future job like?
DRAMA QUEEN BY LINDSAY LOHAN.
ahahaha.okayyyy,so i will be the most dramatic person in my company.look out my future colleagues.im more than a drama queen!oh no.mayb it signifies that i will become an ACTRESS!HAHAHAHHAHAHA.see????i knew it all along.i will be an actress who is famous and i shant have any children cos they told me in the previous answer that i can "only hope" and i will adopt kids.COOL.like ANGELINA JOLIE.well.except that i dont wanna be involved in BRANGELINA relationship.hahahahah.

32 Your party life?
RUN BY SNOW PATROL
hmm...so i will run???is it bad or good?hahahah.i will run cos im caught drug trafficking or what?haha.nope.i will take the positive connotation for this.it shall be positive.i will run cos im happy??ok.i dont really know where im getting at.

34 Or will you just deal with it?
JOURNEY BY ANGELA ZHANG.
hmm...i will definitely have to deal with my journey.HAHHA.gosh.lemme tell u.im a survivor.i actually answered all these and at first it was interesting, but it turn out to be something i had to complete.for the sake of completing since im already here.gosh.it's like.IM THE TRUE SURVIVOR.IT'S VERY DREARY OKAY.

Name twenty people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.

okay.here goes.the people in my honour list.
1.NADIA.
2.MOXI
3.MIAWHUI
4.HUDA
5.FELICIA
6.YOUMEI
7.HUIER
8.KAIFENG.
9.ZOEY.
10.CHERYL
11.PRISCILLA.
12.CHRISTINA AGUILERA.
13.JONATHAN BENNETT
14.CHRIS PINE.
15.LINDSAY LOHAN.
16.MEG CABOT.
17.DUNCAN JAMES
18.LEE RYAN.
19.SAHIRA.
20.SANDY

How did you meet #14?
CHRIS PINE?HAHAHHA.OH.I FIRST MET HIM AT PRINCESS DIARIES.I HAVE TO SAY IT'S RATHER SAD.COS..I SAW HIM IN THE MOVIE SCREEN.NOT REAL LIVE.I DONT COUNT ON SEEING HIM.BUT U NEVER KNOW.MIRACLES HAPPEN.

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
OH MY GOSH.IF I DIDNT MEET HER, I THINK IT WILL BE A SIN.I WILL KILL MYSELF.SHE'S LIKE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.I WONT BE IN LOVE WITH CHARMED.I WILL DO ANYTHING TO MEET HER MAN.I LOVE NADIA!

What if #9 and #20 dated?
LOL.THIS IS CRAZY.ZOEY CAN NEVER MARRY MY SISTER.HAHAHA.SHE WILL BE SCARED TO DEATH.AND WHO WILL BE THE MAN??HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
OH MY GOSH.FINALLY A HETEROSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP.HMM.DUNCAN IS MINE.BUT HE'S ALREADY BETROTHED TO SOMEONE ELSE.I DO NOT CARE WHO IT IS THOUGH.HAHA.BUT SERIOUSLY.YOUMEI IS HMM.YOUNG.LIKE 10 YEARS YOUNGER.YOU MIGHT ARGUE THAT AGE DOESNT MATTER.BUT STILL.SHE WONT LIKE TO BE TOGETHER WITH DUNCAN.SHE LIKE WONBIN.YOU KNOW THE KOREAN STAR.

Describe #3
HMM MIAWHUI EH.HAHA.I HAVE A LOT TO DESCRIBE HER.SHE'S CREATIVE.I THINK SHE SHOULD START HER OWN FASHION LINE.OR NO.ACCESSORIES LINE.SHE HAS THE FLAIR FOR PUTTING TOGETHER ALL THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF BEADS.IT'S REALLY COOL.SHE'S VERY FAIR.PRETTY TALL.HAS RELATIVELY SHORT HAIR.HAS GOOD FASHION TASTE AND SHE'S ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS!YUP.AS LONG AS U MAKE IT INTO MY HONOUR LIST..U ARE SOMETHING.I LOVE MIAWHUI!!!SHE'S CRAZY ABOUT THE KOREAN STAR...I CANT RMB HIS NAME ALL OF A SUDDEN.AHHAHAHAH.KWON SOMETHING..SHE NEVER FAILS TO LIFT UP THE SPIRIT.INCLUDING MAKING SYUADAH SUPER HYPER OVER THE BRACELET THAT SHE SENT HER BY POST.

Is #8 attractive?
HAHAHAH.KF!!!OF COURSE.IF SHE ISNT ATTRACTIVE, SHE WONT APPEAL TO KK.RIGHT KAIFENG???PRETTY GIRL???HAHAHHHAHAHA.

Describe #7
OHHH...HUIER???SHE IS A VERY SPECIAL PERSON.HMM...SHE IS SOMETIMES ENIGMATIC.SHE GIVES U THE MYSTERIOUS FEELING.YOU DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT SHE'S THINKING ABOUT MOST OF THE TIME.BUT IM NOT SAYING SHE'S IMPERVIOUS OR YOU KNOW IMPENETRABLE.SHE EMANATES THIS FORCE..HMM.YOU CAN ALMOST SEE SOMETHING GLOWING FROM HER.A PEACEFUL FEELING.HAHA.I CAN SAY SHE'S ALWAYS THE MEDIATOR.HAHAH.I CHERISH MY FRIENDSHIP WITH HER. SHE IS NOT SOMEONE WHO IS STUBBORN NEITHER IS SHE ASSERTIVE. HER TEMPER IS ALWAYS UNDER CONTROL.A GOOD-NATURED GIRL.A BAND MATE. A CLASSMATE FOR 4 YEARS!GOSH.

Know of any #12 family members?
GOSH.I DUNNO CHRISTINA AGUILERA.I ONLY KNOW SHE'S MARRIED RECENTLY.SHE USED TO LIVE WITH AN ABUSIVE FAMILY.HMM.I WROTE HER NAME IN THE HONOURS LIST COS I WAS LISTENING TO AINT NO OTHER MAN BY HER.MY ITUNES IS STILL ON SHUFFLE MODE YOU KNOW.THANKS TO THE PREVIOUS THING.

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
OH MY GOSH.IF LEE CONFESSES HIS LOVE..I WILL HAVE A DIFFICULT DECISION TO MAKE.I MEAN.I HAVE CHRIS PINE AND NOW JONATHAN BENNETT.HOW???BUT I LOVE BLUE.BUT THEN.BLUE IS MY IDOL.I WOULDNT SAY HE WILL BE MY IDEAL PARTNER.LET ALONE MY FUTURE COMPANION.HMM.I WILL HAVE A HARD TIME TO DECIDE.WHAT SHOULD I DO???

What language does #15 speak?
LINDSAY LOHAN?AAHAHAHA.ENGLISH?I DUNNO ABT THE OTHERS.WHY DO U WANT TO KNOW ANYWAY?SO THAT U CAN CONVERSE WITH HER MORE EASILY?THIS IS INSANE.

Who is #9 going out with?
OH!THIS IS GETTING REALLY AMUSING.NO ONE I GUESS.BUT SHE'S ESCORTED BY HER BROWNIE.HAHA.BUT IT'S GREENIE LA.SHE JUST DOESNT WANT TO AGREE WITH ME.STUBBORN.BUT WHO KNOWS.SHE MIGHT BE GOING OUT WITH.HER SECRET ADMIRER OR SOMETHING???NEVER SAY THINGS TOO EARLY YOU KNOW.AHHAHA.

How old is #16?
MEG CABOT?HAHA.DONT ASK ME.I ADDED HER NAME COS I WANTED TO HONOUR HER.HAHA.FOR UM..WRITING THE BOOK "SIZE 12 IS NOT FAT"..IM CURRENTLY READING IT.IVE FINISHED IT.IVE BROWSED THE LAST AND FIRST PAGE.THERE'S NO SHORT BIOGRAPHY OR ANYTHING.SO IM CLUELESS.

When is the last time you spoke to #13?
OH MY GOSH.JONATHAN??HE'S LIKE MY SOUL.MY LIFE.I SPOKE TO HIM JUST A FEW MINS AGO ON THE PHONE.HE CALLED AND ASSURED ME THAT HE'S ALMOST DONE PROMOTING HIS MOVIE LOVE WRECKED AND WILL BE RETURNING TO SINGAPORE IN NO TIME.

Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
MOXI!HAHAH.HMM.SHE LIKES A LOT OF SINGERS..HMM.I WILL ONLY NAME A FEW HERE.I DUNNO HER "FAVOURITE"..BUT I KNOW SHE LIKES COLDPLAY,NAT KING COLE AND QUEEN. (:
I LOVE MOXI!!!!!

Would you ever date #4?
OH MY GOSH.THIS IS GETTING WAY TOO FREAKY.HUDA DID THIS AND HER #4 HAPPENS TO BE ME!HER ANSWER IS...
"Only if she opens a candy shop and lets me eat anything i want in there for free"
MY ANSWER IS..YES I WILL DATE HUDA!SHE'S ONE OF THE COOLEST PEOPLE ON EARTH!!!YOU KNOW..SHE CRAZY ABOUT THE AIR POPCORN THING.AHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA.

Would you ever date #1?
NADIA?????HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!!!YES I WILL!I DATE HER ALL THE TIMES!!DONT WE????WE GO OUT TOGETHER!!!!!ONCE AGAIN...I LOVE NADIA!

Is #19 single?
SAHIRA!!!!!HAHAHAHAH.YES.SHE IS.BUT SHE IS ALSO MY LESBIAN PARTNER ACCORDING TO KAT.SO HOW CAN SHE STILL BE CONSIDERED SINGLE????IM GREEDY.HAVING JONATHAN BENNETT AND CHRIS PINE AND NOW SAHIRA.GOSH.HOW???THIS IS A TOUGH DECISION.

What's #10's last name?
HAHAHAH.LEOW!!I EVEN KNOW HER FULL NAME.CHERYL LEOW PEI WEN!AHHAHA..SHE'S THE ONE WHO CALLS ME GHANDI AND DANDY CANDY!I MISS HER!!CHERYL IS SO FUN TO HANG OUT WITH!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
PRISCILLA????AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.I WILL!SHE IS LIKE.FUN!SHE IS CHERYL'S BEST FRIEND.SO THEY OUGHT TO BE SAME. THEY ARE ALL FUN!IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO LOOK FORWARD TO ALL THE DATES AND SEE WHAT IS UP IN THEIR SLEEVES!

School of #3?
MONASH COLLEGE!HA! LOOKS LIKE I KNOW ALL ABOUT MY FRIENDS.TRY HARDER.HAHA.

Where does #6 live?
YOUMEI!!HAHAH..SHE LIVES AT TECK WHYE.HMM..LRT STOP WILL BE KEAT HONG.I WENT TO HER HOUSE COUNTLESS OF TIMES!TRY HARDER!!!!

What's your fave thing about #5 ?
FELICIA!AHAHAHA.SHE'S GENEROUS AND EVERYTHING.SHE'S CALM TOO.BUT I SHOULD SAY..I LIKE HER BOISTERIOUS ATTITUDE!HMM...WHEN SHE JUMPS FOR JOY..AND WHEN U GET AFFECTED BY HER HAPPINESS.IT'S ALMOST LIKE U ARE SOAKED IN HER HAPPINESS TOO!SHE'S A GOOD LISTENER TOO!HAHAHAHAA.

Have you seen #2 naked?
NAKED???HAHAHAHAHA.MOXI!WOULD U WANT ME TO SEE YOU NAKED????I LOVE MOXI!

P.S.I HAVE TAKEN GREAT AGONY TO TYPE ALL THESE.PLS.PLS READ THEM.I KNOW MOST OF YOU WILL JUST SKIP IT.BUT YOU KNOW.THERE ARE A LOT OF STUFF DEDICATED FOR YOU GUYS.HAHAHAHA.ESPECIALLY THOSE MADE IT TO THE HONOUR LIST!HMM.I WILL NOT MAKE ANYMORE PEOPLE GO THROUGH THE SAME KIND OF PAIN ANYMORE.I SHANT CHOOSE 5 PEOPLE.HAHA.

im at the library now.

2006-08-14T00:42:00.000-07:00

Im at the library now.For some reason..im really really happy.i know.it's weird.no more work.except media in society exam to look forward to the following Monday.LOL.i cannot even say that im looking forward to it.
im just slacking right now. let me illustrate the scene to you. Im sitting on this beanie cushion, laid back..and Rae is beside me..Jessinta is just a few cushions away..just in case u do not know..the cushions are really huge and they are sponsored by LIME..thank u LIME!i love ya!!hahah.they are lime green in colour(LOL..LIME FOR lime coloured beanbags)..and im using my laptop now.oops.i mean DUNCAN.yup.F.Y.I...my laptop is called Duncan..cos Duncan is my favourite member from BLUE.hahah.
im so happy.serious.haha.i was browsing through the VOGUE magazine with Rae..we saw a flurry of advertisements and in the course of flipping through the pages, we saw Michael Kors designs and i must say i am impressed by him. He reminds me of Project Runway!haha.i cant wait to watch it this wed..woo..and there's America's Next Top Model today!WOOO..and we saw this advertisement which was really COOL.haha.
let me show u this quote:"your left hand dreams of love.your right hand makes dreams come true.your left hand whispers sweet nothings.your right hand tells it like it is. your left hand lives happily ever after.your right hand lives happily here and now.women of the world,raise your right hand." after reading it aloud, both Rae and I raised our hands.HAHHAA.i bet all of you will do the exact same action!(girls i mean.)
OH YA!!!did i just mention that im free from all the presentations now???so now im liberated and im SOARING...FLYING...and im going to borrow a few storybooks!!weeeeeee.....im like really elated..ok..there's really no words to describe my feelings now.it's a mix of feelings..a mix of everything.i feel relieved..but on the other hand..i feel guilty.i did not study for marketing.so i shall compensate with studying for my media in society exam.yes.since it's the one and only examinable module and in order to express my remorse towards Miss Thomas for being late almost every Media In Society lectures and tutorials, i shall study tomorrow!yes Huier!!be my motivator..haha.i really wish this will last forever..haha.
i cant wait to go home and read Meg Cabot's Size 12 is not Fat book..followed by a couple of books recommended by Jessinta.yupp..i was damn funny ok.haha.i was told that in order to borrow books from NP's library...you need to change your PIN no..and i did exactly what i was told..but it did not succeed..it was only after my third try did i realise that i blocked my card earlier this year because i lost my student card.it was damn retarded.haha.so i was trying to change my PIN all the while using my laptop online.hahahaah.3 failed attempts!how dumb can i be?
i drank Peach Smoothie from Each-A-Cup.haha.okay.what can i say??i know that their service isreally and let me re-emphasise again REALLY poor and they are generally inefficient.but i still have to go back to that stall to buy my drink.ok.what a blatant lie.LOL.i did not go back for the pure purpose of quenching my thirst. it was more of "you guys buy..im tempted to buy" system.haha.yes.I'm ashamed to admit that i do get influenced by my friends easily.which is really bad.but i cant help it.once someone tells me she wants to drink bubble tea..i will immediately think of the chewy pearls.and i wont be able to resist.before i know it..i will be in front of the counter..waiting to be served the drink.i know.
ok..here comes the hilarious part!!!xiuling, estella and qixin are being retarded again.they took the beanie cushions and began carrying them over their heads.haha.and they looked like green moldy mushrooms.haha.well..it's not exactly moldy..the cushions are in bright luminous green.and the librarian whom rae calls "fat bitch" returns and she said" What are u doing?" ok.i gotta stop narrating here and let u speculate the ending.you might think that we are dead and that the imminent death wasnt in the first place imminent when u can totally predict the librarian will come to stop our silly acts in order to maintain or rather restore the PEACE.haha.but i can happily tell you that we werent dead..if not I wont even be here telling you this.Xiuling was really quick-witted and she replied casually.."OH..we re from early childhood and we are pretending to be mushrooms so that we will be able to entertain the kids..we had to take pic."
i wanted to laugh out loud upon hearing the so-called explanation..i was expecting the librarian to laugh it off too.but she bought the lie.LOL.i cannot stand the librarian okay?she told us to not drink outside the boundary of each-a-cup and yet she bought food and drink and went off outside the boundary..that is like unreasonable.
okay..im really tired now.i shall end of with a high note...beanbags RULES!
p.s: Rae and I ate Ben and Jerry's!!!from cheers...chocolate fudge brownie. (:

thank u everyone out there who cares for me

2006-08-12T02:36:00.001-07:00

thank u so much!!i love all of u!hahaah.yay.marketing is finally over.but well..i like marketing.cos my lecturer is J.Lo...he's super ultra good. hmm..im guilty cos i did not really study for marketing.i did my best though..given the limited time i had to study due to my flash assignment. i did not start my flash early because i had no idea how to do it.so i had to wait till everyone started on their assignment and request to do it with them.and well..IRA..U ARE MY HERO.lol.u helped me...thank u so much!and i had Jessinta to assist me..and of course Rae!yes sugar rae..that's u..thanks for teaching this dummy how to use flash.LOL.and im actually kinda satisfied with myself.i managed to get my "living room" section to fade the way i wanted..tint and alpha.haha.SOOOO proud of myself.when it comes to technical stuff like computers..im a real dummy..i get really clumsy and you know..it's really hard to kick-start on something u are really bad in..besides it's FLASH.it's like ANIMATION!!!LOL.well,well...(in french is Tien,tien..)im interested in flash now.haha.it's kinda fun..i think its even better than dreamweaver.i dont like to weave. (felicia gives me the =.=)
okie.felicia made an appearance here!haha.alright.i went to al almeen yesterday to eat with a grp of friends..and the lipstick incident..umm...(clears throat...)..let's pretend that it did not happen.LOL.right shafik?hmm..qixin??HAHA.estella u did not do it did ya?HAHAH.
ooo...i went to watch fireworks yesterday too..it was astonishing!totally marvellous.the burst of vibrant colours..the coordination...and there was this part where the fireworks resembles alveoli.LOL.it just kept branching out and i could not help but relate it to biology.HAHA.i was like.."ooo...this looks exactly like alveoli."..and then i suddenly remembered how i used to remember alveoli..haha.i remembered them as popcorn structure thingy.haha.just imagine if the fireworks is intended to be of a educational purpose..it will be such a farcical event.haha.with alveoli..mayb heart.hahaha. :l

jamie was here

2006-08-09T11:57:00.001-07:00

helloooooooooo.

this is jamie here! (:

YAY! candy allowed me here! (:

i'm on the phone with candy and timmy now.

SO FUN SO FUN!

i like to say lalalala (:

hmm so many people are going through tough times right now.

smileeeee ogay? (:

no matter what happens, just be strong and know that you aren't alone :)

YAY YAY YAY! (:

always look on the bright side of life, toodoo, toodoo, toodoo, toodoo *whistles.

it's 3am!

i want to order macs! (:

macs is yummy ogay!

but can't order macs now, or poor macs boy would have to drive motorbike in the rain!

AH WELL.

everyone have a great day ahead! (:

<3 <3 <3

i love all of u!

2006-08-07T11:36:00.000-07:00

i will leave the house one day.u wait and see.

2006-08-05T23:23:00.000-07:00

im fed up with you.after all the things you've done, i still stayed and stick with you. after everything you've done to Mum.to us even. and u told me to leave. I WILL LEAVE ONE DAY.
let me tell you MY STORY.it seems incredulous but yes it did happen.
i was just quarreling with my sister. a normal " everyday" fight. and you know what? my sister emerged as the winner, like finally after what seemed like eternity. i don't even want to talk to her anymore. every single thing that ive told her has unknowingly transformed into her artilleries that she can use to defend herself at the battlefield. Even telling her minor stuff like taking the cab for too many times has morphed into a tool that she can use to stab me with.
everytime we bicker, she will bring up things like Ive been "cabbing" overexcessively to my father and he will listen and scold me. and guess what..he's been giving me a smaller sum of money as compared to last time. ALL BECAUSE OF HER. well.the money does not matter. cos i don't care also. but the thing i hate most is that my sister kept telling everyone that ive been spending a lot because i needed to fork out a HUGE SUM (according to her) to chip in my friends' birthday presents. YA RIGHT. like as if i do that EVERYDAY. she will just do everything she can to make everyone lose their faith in me. now my grandmother, mum and even dad think that im spending money like im some millionaire. I was at Bishan Junction with my sister yesterday and i told her that i love that particular pair of earrings. i only made a casual remark that i wanted it and it will be good that she can buy that for me and treat it as my advanced birthday present.albeit that i really wish i can have it, i did not really mean what i said. i did not want her to buy it for me. and knowing that my sister is really stingy, she will never buy it for me. and guess what??in fact u don't even need to guess, u should know what im going to say next. she told my father (when we were bickering just now.)that i wanted her to buy the pair of earrings and that i was forcing her to do it.AND I WAS LIKE WHAT? and she snatched my pouch and took out $50 and said "Im taking this, you still owe me $24"..and i was like.."put it back. It's the money for concession." and she refused to do so. and my father kept asking me to "SHUT UP." and i was like "I DID NOT EVEN SPEAK!!!!!!!" and he resumed to ask me " SHUT UP" again. i was speechless and i was sooooooo offended and i was like....FOR CRYING OUT LOUD...ISNT IT OBVIOUS THAT SHE'S THE ONE WHO'S CHILDISH AND TRYING TO TAKE MY MONEY AWAY LIKE A THIEF EXCEPT THAT SHE'S NOT REALLY A THIEF SINCE SHE TOOK IT WITH SUCH DIGNITY AND NO ONE SEEMS TO BE SCREAMING AT HER LIKE SHE'S A ROBBER OR ANYTHING. THIS IS BROAD DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!!!!
AND I WAS SAYING IT REALLY CALMLY TO MY DAD.." IT'S HER FAULT. I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO HER. I DID NOT START THIS FIGHT. I NEVER EVEN TOUCH HER POSSESSION. SHE'S THE ONE PROVOKING ME AND COMMITING SUCH SINS LIKE ROBBERY!!!!!!!" but my daddy continued to ask me to shut up. i could feel that rage in me waiting to be released like a genie in a bottle, except that it's a more desperate genie trying to escape within me. i was like "FINE! IT'S MY FAULT OK?".. and my daddy was like " YES IT'S YOUR FAULT"..i was like "OK! FINE." and i slammed my Nutri Tea on the floor. F.Y.I.. i was sitting on the floor and my father was standing and i was drinking NUTRI TEA!!! it totally ruined my mood! so i stood up defiantly and walked to my table and dragged my chair and sat down on it and started throwing those rough papers and he was like.." WHY ARE U THROWING ALL THESE PAPERS?" i snapped a reply " IM TRYING TO KEEP MY STUFF LIKE WHAT UVE ALWAYS ORDERED ME TO DO." he walked towards me and said, " IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, YOU CAN JOLLY WELL GO OUTSIDE AND FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO SUPPORT YOU." (OH...everything he said was in mandarin...so i will just translate.) i was so hurt when i heard that. that is not the first time he said that to me. It was the second time and for both times that he had said that to me, it was due to some conflicts that my sister and I were having. and for the previous time that he said that to me, it started because of the "cab" issue. my sister will smirk at one corner and gloat over her triumph. I SERIOUSLY HATE HER EXPRESSION. i detest her now. really. i shall never tell her anything again.
i mean seriously la.. today's fight started because my sister placed her things above my Harry Potter book.. and i only told her to take her things back...but she was unhappy and started to blurt everything that is deemed to be beneficial for her case, like me wanting to buy the earrings and forcing her to buy it even though i did not specifically ask her to do it. she only wanted to show to everyone that im the spendthrift and that she's the noble one trying to stop me from splurging. WOAH JUSTICE LEAGUE. IM ALWAYS THE ONE SPENDING EXTRAVAGANTLY AND IRRESPONSIBLY. oh..FYI my sister is 19 years old. can someone please save her? she is really very childish. she can slap herself (i mean real slapping) and tell the others that i did it. Pls do not be shocked at the way she acts. Im so used to it.
yes. i am. are you satisfied? and thanks dad. thanks for asking to leave. if you want that so much, i will leave one day. just like the way mum left.

woo..i saw junyang and zhiyang.hmm...

2006-08-03T00:38:00.000-07:00

Thanks to FNP blog "missions", I always get the chance to attend different events without even spending a cent. i went for NP idol semi-finals and this time i attended Junyang's live concert. well, he only sang 5 songs and he couldnt sing up to one of the octaves!How embarrassing. He kept stroking his throat after his mistake and when the song finally ended..he apologized for his inability to sing up to the highest octave.He was telling us that he hadnt been feeling well that sort of thing.hmm...hopefully it's true and not some last minute excuse that he came out with just because he wanted to be spared from all the embarrassment.
oh.btw, if u still do not know who Junyang is..he is the guy who almost became the male finalist...but William..took that position.William is the one who's blind..I supposed u guys know Zhiyang right..the guy who won in Campus Superstar..i was sooo surprised when i saw him there too. They were looking for 5 contestants who can sing Junyang's songs..and everybody were shouting for '"Zhiyang"..and i was like..oh okaaayy...but when he came down, i realised it was really THAT Zhiyang..it really caught me off guard.
i took a photo with Junyang!along with a group of friends of NP.and Chia May! (:
i dun wanna elaborate anymore.im too lazy to do so.(:

damn web graph.

2006-07-24T21:34:00.000-07:00

i hate web graph.damn you.i got a freaking F for it.48/100.yes.my very first F in MCM.what the damn shit.and i think i lost my specs.i hope i did not bring it to school.mayb i left it at home.let me think.hmm...did i leave it at home?i think i did.i did not wear my specs today at tutorial..ya.hmm...unless i dropped it on the way to web graph.WEB GRAPH AGAIN.
thank u web graph.

I LOVE MY MUM!

2006-07-23T11:27:00.000-07:00

My mum is sooo damn grool(great+cool).
Nadia and Moxi rock!
Starbucks made my day!
Chocolate Cream Chip and Chocolate Muffin are fabulous!
BORDERS is the best!
Searching for acorns is a tedious task but an enjoyable one.
HARRY POTTER IS ONLY SOLD FOR $9.95!GOOD DEAL.BOUGHT IT.(:
Barbie is extremely chic! Ken is cool and Shelly is cute.
The Ukrainian book is wonderful.
I love my new bag and my new shorts.

Pirates Of The Caribbean

2006-07-23T11:01:00.000-07:00

i will remember that he's Davy Jones and not Jones Davy Nadia..haha..what a silly mistake.
but anyway Pirates Of the Caribbean is nice!haha.and the movie mentioned Singapore again.how cool is that?
i extremely love the deep blue sea..it's really crystal clear...pristine i should say..
I absolutely adore the movie soundtrack as it has delighted me with the marvellous pieces AGAIN!
the tune played from the cockle-like instrument is very memorable and it's etched in my mind now.
it's just a few simple notes but putting them together is like a string of melodious notes that is so pleasing to the ears.
and the scene with Davy Jones playing the organ reminds me of Miss Tan playing the keyboard during our concert.
I FIND ORLANDO BLOOM ABSURDLY AMUSING.
especially the part where he tries to retrieve the keys hidden beneath the gross slimy tentacles of Mr Davy Jones.
KIERA KNIGHTLEY IS SAD TO SAY, AN ANNOYING CHARACTER IN THE MOVIE.
CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW IS, EXPECTEDLY, THE ONE WHO SAVES THE MOVIE.
THE MOVIE LASTED FOR 2 HRS AND 31 MINS.
I MISSED CHARMED FOR IT.BUT THANK GOODNESS FELICIA RECORDED IT.
yes felicia..i shall grant ur wish..ur rose will be gracefully placed on your earlobes.
my highness.
i cannot stand Singapore service providers. they are rude and ill-mannered.

thank u.

2006-07-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

For once..im relieved that i have such a nice advisor..after all the horrible events that have taken place for the past weeks, things have finally started to sail smoothly for me. im glad. u can call it catastrophe or even something worse off than that.
i must confess that all these happenings existed for a reason.
ive arrived to a stage whereby i have actually realised that it's impossible to be able to work with every single person you know.
i hate to go against Adidas's tagline which is apparently IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
im very proud of myself, because after all the things that have been revolving around me, ive remained strong and to my utter disappointment, i was unable to trash it out. ive suppressed the fury in me for so long that even I, myself could not account for it.
But i eventually did. i went berserk and it was indeed ugly. you can call me the fugly bitch.LOL.(oops.these terms are used in MEAN GIRLS) i really did not wish to show the evil side. but i could no longer hold back. it was almost unstoppable.
but surprisingly, i did not cry.it's actually very hard to see me cry. i do not like to show my soft and vulnerable side although there's been umpteen times that i almost couldnt resist the temptation to do so.
i understand that you will have to give in to really stubborn people at times.but when they get too overboard, you got to show where your limit is. You will have to tell them, or else they will just do the things they like to do.
seriously..im happy today.to begin with..Ivan found my polka dots hand clasp (?). and ive not even noticed that i lost it until Charmaine told me abt it. thank you Ivan.LOL.and its really amazing to be able to get back the object you've lost. ive never experienced that kind of feeling before.well, now i do. (: (not when i lost my purse and hp though)
and u know what?my advisor is really really understanding and good.thank you so much.it's your concern that ive finally let go of everything.the stress and all the absurdity that has been taking place.I was so happy that i was actually grooving.. and for your information..i was at al-almeen..listening to indian songs.LOL.yes.Ira witnessed the level of insanity i was showing. Mehul and Estella saw too!haha.
whatever it is..my main motive in writing this entry is actually to thank my advisor.thank you..(:
i really appreciate it.

-i can finally..breathe easy.(a song.)

thanks everyone.

2006-07-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

thanks for all ur curses!!lol.thanks for understanding how i feel people.thank you kf!hahahha.thanks zoey...hmm..excluding the mash potato.thank u MOXI AND NADIA..thank u IRA..thank u..thank u...(:

this entry is specially for nadia.(:

2006-07-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

this entry is specially for nadia.(:
are u unhappy?im sorry if you read this blog entry and get really angry.
im afraid u might think that im just pretending to care about you.
but im not! cos im sad and somehow when im sad i can sense others' unhappiness too.
i want to let you know..when ure sad or if there's something troubling you, tell me. you will feel better.
tell me, moxi, huizi and ira okie? i hope im not overeacting.but i do believe that ure hiding something.
but its alright if u do not want to tell us.cos i understand that u can have your own privacy.but i just wanna let u know that we will be with u ok???

still fuming.

2006-07-16T22:25:00.000-07:00

alright.when i thought everything was going to be fine..and that i wont pursue the matter anymore..i realised they complained to him.this time im exploding ok.WHAT THE FUCK.I APOLOGIZED WHEN ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT TO BEGIN WITH...AND EVEN THOUGH I SAW THIS COMING..I DID NOT EXPECT THEM TO BE THAT HEARTLESS.I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO TOLD HIM.BUT BELIEVE ME MAN..IM GOING TO FIND OUT.DISGUSTING FELLOW.I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING AND SLAPPING AND SLAPPING AND SLAPPING AND SLAPPING THIS PERSON UNTIL THIS PARTICULAR COCKROACH WITHER TO DEATH.AND A SLOW GRADUAL DEATH.AN AGONIZING DEATH.YES.IM FUMING AND I WAS BEING SOOOOOOOO GOOD.I COULD HAVE JOLLY WELL GONE TO SEE HIM EVEN BEFORE THAT FELLOW APPROACH HIM.SEETHING WITH ANGER.TRUST ME.IM GOING TO CRUSH THE FELLOW WITH MY FEET.CAN U HEAR THE SCRUNCHING SOUND?I GUESS NONE OF U HAVE SEEN ME SO FURIOUS BEFORE.AND DO NOT BE SURPRISED TO SEE ME MURDER THE CULPRIT.LOL.DUN WORRY.I CHERISH MY LIFE TOO MUCH TO EVEN COMMIT A MURDER AND GETTING MYSELF CAUGHT BEHIND BARS.
im really giving up soon.really.ive tolerated enough.and this is the first time ive met such people in my life.seriously..im not going to be the good person anymore.i can slap i can kick i can kill.YOU CHOOSE ONE.

CAN U STOP DOING THIS TO ME?

2006-07-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

I do not understand why they just wouldnt listen to me.IVE TRIED TO TELL THEM NICELY.BUT I GOT NO CHOICE.WHY?this is the first time i've felt so vulnerable and im in such despair now.and this is the first time i've failed to make them understand or even LISTEN to me.im am so damn pissed off.i can start ranting or even spout obscenities for all I care but would anyone even bother?they just like to do what they like and im the pathetic victim.BULLSEYE.
IM AM SO IRRITATED AND SO DISGUSTED BY SUCH ATTITUDES.CAN U PEOPLE PLS THINK OF MY FEELINGS???????U THINK I WOULD JUST RESIGN TO FATE AND LET YOU GUYS BOSS ME AROUND LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS?NO WAY.U WANT ME TO RUN UP AND DOWN TO PURCHASE SOMETHING RIGHT???U DEFINITELY CAN DO IT.BUT U KNOW WHAT?DID U JUST REALISED IVE JUST CLIMBED UP THE FRIGGING SLOPE?NO U DUN.AND U KNOW WHAT?I WASNT LATE FOR NO REASON.NOBODY TOLD ME WHAT TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE.YES.AND FOR UR INFO, I TOOK THE INITIATIVE TO MESSAGE ONE OF THEM.URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im sick and tired of such a life.2006 is definitely an unlucky year for me.with my wallet and hp missing..and my replacement hp is under repair now.and then i have to get another replacement.RIDICULOUS.i hate it!why do ppl always think they are like smarter than the others?why do they have to look down at others?i think the frequency just isnt there.mayb unity ppl just cannot connect with prestigious/autonomous schools.and its like...mayb this whole route is crazy and ive taken the wrong path and i should just detour and choose the path i wanted to choose initially.MADNESS.
-just to let u know.i only cherish the following ppl:
Nadia, Moxi, Huizi, Ira, Zoey, Huier, Kf, Felicia, Youmei and the Ambassadors.

i was happy.now im tired.but im still happy.

2006-07-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

im at the library with Ira now.we are very proud of ourselves because this is the first time we have skipped our IS lessons. You know..CATS and Sports and Wellness.
Ira's statement: They are useless anyway. they are not our core subjects.
Candy??-prompts the interviewer.
Candy's reply:
first of all, thanks for interviewing me even though it will be published in my own blog entry.that is so sad.
signals the readers. the readers go "AWWWWWWW..."
alrighty.i should stop crapping.
im listening to other people's songs now. this is the amazing thing about itunes.haha.you get to hear insatiable by darren hayes and u can imagine darren hayes on bed making those disgusting sounds.ORR..u get to hear Jason Mraz's songs..the talented Mr A-Z.
im listening to THE START OF SOMETHING NEW.ira tells me that there's actually no THE. so let me correct myself again. it's STAT OF SOMETHING NEW.we are still figuring where we should go next.

i think ira and clement sing this song very well. can beat troy and gabriella! wow(:
well.it's pretty obvious i did not write that.u know.it's ira.
ok.i dun wan to develop this double persona thingy.later ppl think im shcizophrenic.hahaha.im ira.no.im candy.
im just slacking.because i know i will have to start on my work soon.im totally not enthusiastic abt it.trust me.SIGHHHHHHH.
im sorry TEDDY GEIGER for insulting you.LOL.you are not old.you are young.very young.but.older than me.my bday has not yet arrived.
it's really alright if u do not understand.u are not stupid.im sure there are people out there STUPIDER than u.MWAHAHAHAHA.the evil emerges..NOOOOOOOO.alright.i should stop here.WOOO.my reserve battery life is only 35% now.
by the way.the entry is named as I WAS HAPPY.NOW IM TIRED.BUT IM STILL HAPPY.

NP idol

2006-07-07T13:17:00.000-07:00

Np idol is one of the most entertaining event ever. A contestant was constantly grabbing his jeans like as if a myriapod invertebrate had found its way in there. The millipede or centipede might be snugging in his jeans. IM TOTALLY GROSSED OUT.
but anyway.that wasnt the main point.the climax came when he actually reached for his balls.yes people.i know i might sound a little too OPEN..but i really cannot find any other words to substitute it at this moment. the worst thing was..everyone was scrutinising his every movement.perhaps he did it intentionally.but i do not know if that is the fact.maybe he did it unknowingly.but he turned out to be a laughing stock.oh well.he did not get in the finals.might as well.i cant even rmb his name.
Chen Yi was pretty good at handling such events even though it's his first time at Singapore and obviously Ngee Ann happens to be the first campus he had ever visited in this country. oh just in case you do not know who Chen Yi is..he is the guy from Taiwan who had just released his debut album.yes.he is a celebrity.but im not that fascinated over him.but apparently..a sec school girl was.She came up to the stage to ask Chen Yi a question. She was picked by the one of the emcees and you should have guessed it, she was selected because she screamed the loudest.LOL.
and so after Chen Yi had hugged her and shook her hand,(note,she did not let go off his hand until he did.obviously savouring the moment.)she went down the stage feeling "light headed." she was so happy that she practically jumped down the stage instead of using the stairs.not practically actually.it's literally.she really did it.and NOT to my astonishment, her whole face got slammed on the ground.OUCH.she fell horribly and awkwardly and she was spread out like a frog on the verge of death. u know the way a science student will pin the frog on the board.
but she stood up immediately, smile still plastered on her face.but any human will be smart to know that she was embarrassed. but she still wanted to look triumphant.let her be then.LOL.
overall..the event was great with a couple potential singers and a couple of not so potential singers.one of the guys sang careless whispers and he sounded WEIRD.i hated him.he destroyed George Michael's song!!yucksssssss...it's my favourite song you know.
hmm..some of them sang very well.but i think they still have room for improvement.i mean. come on. American Idol are like soooooooooooo much better ok?hahah.im sorry for making that comment.but that is the truth. (:
-i got the tix for free.cos i had to accomplish a mission.and that is to write in the FNP blog.dun ask me what is that.hard to explain.

Good news!

2006-07-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

Good news for everyone! I've passed my marketing test and attained freaking 76 marks for it!i know all of you are probably thinking thaat im deceiving you.but i dare say that im not.im speaking the truth.hahahha.yeah...and i did well for my positioning statement.but i know i should not gloat too soon..i should not dwell on my own success. I shan't be too smug.surprisingly..im doing so much better in marketing as compared to media in society.but of course what can u expect from media in society when you study like one night before the test?haha.i studied marketing just two days before the test dayone day of allowance is very significant. it clearly marks the distinction between my reults for both subjects.
by the way..im in CATS class now.i kept dozing off and i just realised i can make use of my lappie to keep myself occupied so that i wont look weird sleeping in class. apparently, we are learning about 6 thinking hats.gosh. I'm sooo looking forward for dancesports.we are going to learn a new dance! JIVE! yay..haha.
it's going to be a long day today..first i have ambassadors' 3 hour duty to attend from 9-12pm..then i have one hour break..followed by CATS and Sports&Wellness of course. After that i will have to go take my photo.LOL.yupp..for the ambassadors' organisation chart. oopsie.i hope i wont look ugly up there. WAHAHA.
after that i will proceed to Jessinta's house for the editing of the interview video with Miss Valerie Looi. hahahahaah.and Jessinta's mum is kind enough to accomodate me for one day. she even asked me to stay overnight at Jess's house.so cool huh???besides..Jess's house is at Sembawang.My old hometown.hahaha.
weeee..today's match is France VS Portugal. i hope that France will win. (: after all France is my fav. country.
i feel like eating scrambled eggs.an urge.(:

felicia's bday

2006-07-04T12:35:00.000-07:00

alright.this entry is dedicated to Felicia..who has just turned 17 yrs old.congratulations Felicia!lol..endure..just one more yr..and u can get your car licence!i want to have it too..i cannot wait..it's like 3months plus to my bday.WEEEEE.hint*
shit la.that stupid tune is stuck in my head.the bush song.nvm.it's just an animation that my lecturer played during lesson.back to the entry...congrats felicia again...one more year to M18.not that its really something i yearn to watch..but then again..18 sounds really cool.i know i know.i will be saying 21 is cool when i reach 18.alrighty..i shall not be greedy.17 is enough.
well..i sure hope that the Ben & Jerry trip is worthwhile and cool!i love cookie dough.(:
well..kf..did you enjoy eating the mudslide?i know one of the flavour of the ice cream that we ate was dublin' mudslide..but im not refering to that..im refering to the ice cream avalanche..it's ok again if you do not comprehend this section.
okie.honestly..i think im a little afraid of getting back my marketing results.i think, if im not wrong, im going to get it back today..in less than 2 and a half hours.i will keep you updated..if it's good news..i will announce it here.if its bad news..then i will..keep mum.LOL.
flash is here.mwahaha.if you watch The Incredibles..you will know which Flash im speaking about now.
okie.seriously..im very tired.so i might be speaking in some weird chipmunk way which you guys cannot hear.the chipmunk sound is ringing in my head now.alrighty again..i need to get on with my script later once i reach home after the distinguished guest FNP event.wish me luck.oh ya.im having sore throat and flu again.deja vu all over again.
Charmed is back.not as FABULOSO as before, but still amazing. although it's not as good as compared to the ones in season 1,2 and 3 with Shannen Doherty in it.
i know i know..in order for me to overcome my fear..i must listen to class.but im just too tired.my eyelids are competing with each other to close.

intro to web graphics class again.

2006-07-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

ok.candy.pull yourself together.it's not some slimy monster whatsoever.it's only Flash. you can overcome your fear.i must must must combat my fear.some people are just simply too smart already la.so you do not even need to care about their existence as they are only creatures that look down at you. if you do not understand this entry, good for you.cos you don't need to know.

SHOPPING TRIP WITH HUIER.

2006-06-24T11:58:00.000-07:00

okie.first thing first.i went shopping with huier today..weee..lol.im a little too lethargic to elaborate the events.but im currently waiting for my hair to dry so that i can sleep in peace.so i think it will be wise for me to fully utilise this time to inform you guys where ive been to today.well.you may not be interested,but i still hope that u will read my entry.whatever.haha.
i'm glad that i did not make Huier wait for me today..you see..i've made some improvements.(:
the TARDY QUEEN is finally not LATE!i arrived at 1pm in Bugis and we proceeded to find or rather to HUNT for Huier's school bag.she has been yearning for one since December last year.the reason why she finally understood the importance of having a proper bag with a zip is because she lost her wallet recently. apparently her MAKESHIFT bag without the zip was the major culprit for making her lose her stuff.but well..she found her wallet back.she recouped her losses unlike ME.i lost my hp and purse and ever since then..they have been missing in action.
she purchased 2 bags after much consideration and of course WALKING & SHOPPING.she bought the first bag in this shop at Bugis Village.the person who attended to us was really friendly.(motive:to sell the bags.)he was really good in remembering faces.we went away before coming back to the shop again to buy the bag..and he actually recognized us and stopped us from leaving his sight.we were heading to the shop but he mistook that we were walking past the shop and that we lost our way.he was pretty frantic and he looked me in the eyes to stop me from walking up further.LOL.i was like.."YA..im entering the shop..my friend is already in the shop."
I accidentally dropped Huier's white band in the shop and it rolled underneath the bags..to my disbelief,the guy actually started to pick it up.but the band rolled in and settled at a spot that is relatively hard to pick up.Despite Huier's effort in stopping him from picking up the band, he persisted and went on to reach out for it.another guy shopkeeper came to help too.it's actually rather silly looking at this peculiar scene..two guys poised in such an awkward manner.bending down reaching for the same band.the hilarious thing was that Huier dropped her phone after that.and the guy was so fast in picking up the phone for her.GOOD SERVICE EH?
but anyway..Huier bought a BRIGHT GREEN BAG even though her initial intention was to buy a dark coloured bag.we resisted the temptation to buy the nice silver and bronze slip ons..we finally decided to leave bugis village FOR GOOD after entering the place TWICE.we ate Long John Silver and went back to PARCO BUGIS JUNCTION SHOPPING CENTRE to buy Huier's second bag.she was deciding between the pink and blue bag.but eventually she bought the PINK bag..i sort of expected that to happen.i did not want to influence her thoughts and so i did not really give her any suggestions.
we went back to Bugis Icon after that to purchase my necklace.gosh.come to think of it..it's really expensive.$22.80 for a necklace with 2 skulls and a cross.but i should say its really nice.the sight of it conjures a "PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN" image.COOL EH?
we went back to Bugis Junction again(i wonder for how many times)to look at my adidas shoes.the pair of shoes that i wanted was wayyyy too big.so i had to go to another outlet to find the same shoe design that is slightly smaller.we planned to go to Wheelock Place Adidas outlet to see if the size I wanted was available.MAN.let me warn you..the content that will be displayed below will be so dumb that after you read it, i guarantee you will laugh like a hyena.yes.that goes to show how ludicrous Huier and I were.
we wanted to take bus 7 down to Orchard..so we waited at the bus stop located on the same side as Bugis Village.we waited for exactly HALF AN HOUR for it.we were soo exasperated that we came to a decision that if the bus doesnt arrive in another 5 mins, we will take the Mrt train.I started counting "1" aloud and Huier followed suit by counting "2" aloud and so on.after abt 1 min of counting,the bus came really slowly & like we expected..the bus was crowded..so crowded to the extent that the bus door did not open until after a lot of passengers got down...we got in and i got so pissed off because the people who boarded the bus were so inconsiderate.they were occupying a lot of space as they did not want to move in or to make way for more passengers to board the bus.typical singaporeans.
but anyway..we were happily chatting until we realised we arrived at kallang station.we were like..HEY...where are we?WE SAW SUNTEC CUTY BUILDING IN A DISTANCE..so we figured mayb the bus was taking one long route to reach Orchard..going to City Hall then Orchard.but anybody smart enough will know that we were heading the BOON LAY way.im speaking in MRT lingo.you see..the Mrt route goes like this. Kallang,Lavender,Bugis then City hall.so if we came from Bugis and we are now in Kallang..arent we heading somewhere else further and not CITY HALL???i mean by right,city hall is only ONE STOP away from bugis.but we continued to stay in the bus and even though Huier realised that the passengers were mostly from the older age groups..she did not point it out to me until later.She was like"Candy..did you realise that the passengers are mostly elderly people?" that was when i started to understand what she was saying.i mean..logically..people heading towards Orchard are from the younger age groups,mostly teenagers and young adults.so right at that instance..i told Huier."OH NO.i think i know where this bus is heading to...BEDOK."
the moment i uttered the word "BEDOK"..my mind went into the "flashback mode".before i board the bus,i saw the BOLD WORD PRINTED ON THE SIDE BUS PLATE..BEDOK.realisation dawned upon me."Huier..we are heading towards BEDOK..not Orchard.the bus CAME FROM ORCHARD." the idea of heading towards Bedok struck me really hard.we started guffawing like mad.Huier was still pretty uncertain..so we started looking out for road names..both of us saw the road name "LIM AH WON".. we exchanged glances in horror...where the HELL are we????
to cut the long story short..we ended up in Bedok even though we could have jolly well alighted and cross over to the other side to take bus 7 back to Orchard.But we dismissed the thought and decided to just take Mrt from Bedok.it was pretty fast...we arrived at City Hall and then finally Orchard before we knew it.we ran to Wheelock Place because we were afraid the Adidas shop would close early.buttttt...to my disappointment..we could not find the exact shoe size i wanted...but the friendly person told us that the newly opened Adidas store in Paragon has it.so we RAN to Paragon to purchase the shoes.AND WE FINALLY GOT IT.AFTER ALL THE DETOUR...and the freaky bus 7 ride.
we went to Spageddies to visit our dear Zoey and Kf.Kf was the cashier..Zoey was serving us..and we bought milkshakes and italian chocolate cake.I don't think that im required to describe how scrumptious the italian chocolate cake was.it was THAT DELIGHTFUL.haha.but thanks Zoey..for dropping the crayons in my adidas paper bag even though i did not eat the KIDS' MEAL.
after this whole crazy ordeal..we went home and this is like the craziest thing ive ever done.

hmm...im being TAGGED or in other words FORCED to do this.

2006-06-24T11:16:00.000-07:00

THIS IS YET ANOTHER "YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED" ASSIGNMENT.
(IM REBELLIOUS.IVE CHOSEN NOT TO USE I HAVE BEEN TAGGED AS THE START OF THE POST.IM INSTRUCTED TO DO SO.BUT THEN AGAIN..WHO CARES?)

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: HUIER.

FAVOURITES
favourite colour: BLUE.BLUE.BLUE.BLUE.TURQUOISE.WHITE.
favourite food: DO I NEED TO SAY THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN????IT'S SUSHI and SPAGHETTI..AND RECENTLY..a new obsession..MOS FISH BURGER..GOSH..THE MAYONNAISE..
favourite song: BLUE'S SONGS.LINDSAY LOHAN'S SONGS.KELLY CLARKSON'S SONGS.
favourite movie: hmmm..i really love a lot of movies.can i don't state any?MEAN GIRLS perhaps.
favourite sport: hmm..i do not really commit myself to doing sports.hmm..i like running.(:
favourite day of the week: Saturday.
favourite ice-cream: i like this particular ques.make it 3 favourite icecreamsssss....ANDERSEN'S OF DENMARK ICECREAM,HAAGEN DAZS,BEN & JERRY.

CURRENTS
current mood: am i supposed to be angry or what?
current taste: HUH???????
current clothes: my sleeping gown.
current deskstop: hewlett packard.
current toenail: u mean current toenail polish colour?????it's white.my toenails are doing fine.don't worry.
current time: 2.25am
current surroundings: hmm.home.
current annoyances: hmm..none.it's good that princess candy is feeling really refreshed now.i just bathed.thank god the flying cockroach is already being dealt with.for your info, one disgusting cockroach flew in my room a couple of days ago!!and it hid in my room for more than 2 days before it was seen again.probably laying eggs somewhere during the period.
current thoughts: im happy because i went out with Huier and finally bought my 2nd pair of shoes!!!!

FIRST
first best friends: Nadia Shah and Looi Moxi and Kuah HuiZi...if i want to trackback...it will be Poh XueWei and Lim Yihan.
first crush: huh.none except Duncan James from Blue.
first movie: you mean the first movie i watched from the theatres?that will be The Mummy..its memorable.hmm..other than that..it's all movie LDS you know.all the Lion King..Cinderella stuff.
first lie: can u stop asking stupid question like this??????who are you btw????
first music: SERIOUSLY.I FEEL LIKE BASHING YOU.

Lasts
last cigarette: I DON'T SMOKE PAL.
last drink: WATER...
last car ride: THAT WILL BE CAB.I CAN STILL RMB THE CAB DRIVER HAS BARNEY IN HIS CAB!
last crush: CHRIS PINE.
last movie: JUST MY LUCK!!!WEEEEEE
last phone call: WITH HUIER
last CD played: CD?WOAH...COME TO THINK OF IT..ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE IVE PLAYED A CD.I CANT RMB CLEARLY.WILL U STOP FORCING ME?

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: EVERYONE DOES THAT DON'T THEY?
ever broken the law: TOO MANY TIMES TO PINPOINT.
have you ever been arrested: YES.LIKE REAL.I ABIDE BY THE LAWS OK MR POLICEMAN.
have you ever skinny-dipped: NOPE.WHY?
have you ever been on tv: I GUESS SO.CANT REALLY RMB.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: MY IMAGINERY FRIEND.
5 things you are wearing: NOW?HMM..CAN I SAY WHAT I WORE BEFORE MY BATH? THE PIRATE NECKLACE.MICKEY MOUSE HOOK-ON THINGY,MY REFUGE TOP,MY UNITY SHORTS.AND OH YA.IM WEARING MY FRENCH MANICURE.BEFORE AND AFTER THE BATH.
4 things you done today: TOOK BUS 7 FROM BUGIS TO BEDOK. TOOK THE TRAIN FROM BEDOK TO CITY HALL THEN TO ORCHARD.BOUGHT ADIDAS SHOES.BOUGHT PIRATE NECKLACE.
3 things you can hear right now: THE SOUND OF THE FAN SPINNING,THE SOUND OF MY SISTER HITTING HER THIGHS REPEATEDLY FOR NO REASON AND OF COURSE THE TV BROADCASTING SOME SHOWS WHICH I HAVE NO INTEREST IN.
things you do when you are bored: SLEEP.PLAY.EAT.WATCH TV.CHAT IN MSN.LAUGH FOR NO REASON.SING.

MARKETING TEST IS OVERRRRR!!SPAGEDDIES TRIP.

2006-06-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

WHAT A RELIEVE!!MARKETING TEST IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!i have this sudden urge to sing Lindsay Lohan's OVER.hahahaha.
after the test(i do not wish to further elaborate about the difficulty of the test),i went out with Zoey to shop.haha.not really to shop actually..it's more like hanging out.we ate in Pastamania,except that it's not exactly IN the shop but some public area where everybody can get to sit down..(LIDO THEATRE)i had VONGOLE with clams and white wine..it was great but i was pretty angry because we were trying to find a seat and there were three girls occupying the seats just for the sake of chatting and not eating..I WAS CARRYING THE TRAY with the food okay?????they were soooo kind and considerate for refusing to give up the seats.the worst thing was,one of these girls actually exchanged glances with me.OBVIOUSLY she saw my pathetic state with the tray of pasta and chocolate mousse,but APPARENTLY she decided to ignore me and treat my presence as redundant.i really have to thank these girls.(ewwww..)
i will talk more about today's happenings instead.i had a fun time hanging out with my wonderful "sisters".haha.yup..fooling around like nobody's business indeed.we took a lot of pictures..using Felicia's and Huier's hp.and i had to squat for ages when we were taking the pictures.I must have really grown older.I could no longer squat that long anymore.
i did not realise my friends are camwhores.i guess they have developed an interest in photography recently.i should say self-obsession.loving yourself so great to the extent whereby you just cannot leave the camera alone.i can still remember Kf saying that her "natural" picture should be placed in all our wallpaper of our handphones.
anyway we went to SPAGGEDDIES to eat our dinner.i should say BREAKFAST LUNCH AND DINNER COMBO for me.haha.i did not have my breakfast and lunch..so ya.let me list out the food we had in there..
1 plate of PRAWN AGLIO
1 plate of CARBONARA
1 MILKSHAKE for each of us(mine is chocolate..in my opinion the best.)
Chocolate brownie with 2 scoops of vanilla ice cream.
1 BUILD YOUR OWN PIZZA (with mushrooms,chicken and ham pieces)(i requested for mushrooms..well..not exactly REQUESTED...but i WANTED it.)
and all these cost like $90+ after GST.can you believe it????but thank goodness both my friends work part time there..so we got the 15% discount thing..they actually treated our dessert orders as FREE OF CHARGE.that is like beyond COOL.haha.and we have EXTRA SCOOPINGS of icecream.haha.the brownie is like UNBELIEVABLE and INCONCEIVABLE.it wassssssss sooooo heavenly..the mixture of the heat of the brownie accompanied by the coolness of the vanilla icecream was just the perfect combination.FABULOUS!PARFAY!("perfect" in french)
we attacked the prawn aglio pretty VIOLENTLY and we left poor huier to take her share LAST despite the fact that she was the one attacking the pasta first.the spaghetti strips slipped out from the empty slots of her fork.haha. i was smart to use my knife to support my fork.hahaha.we all had ONE prawn and there was an extra one left.Kf suggested we play a game before letting the winner consume the lucky 6th prawn.but we decided to just cut and eat the small pieces.
i like the idea of sharing the carbonara.because eating one plate of carbonara can make u really sick.the sauce is too thick to begin with and so if u add in MORE cheese..it would be a bad thing to do.so remember do not add too much cheese into your carbonara people.trust me..Amisha tried it before and she could not finish it.
i love the pizza.it was sooo nice..the crust was crispy and i just love the look of it..baked at the right temperature,the overall taste of the pizza with the cheese dangling over the slices.YUMYUM.
let me move on to the chocolate milkshake..it was excellent!better compared to the strawberry one..the strawberry one is too sweet...i never really like vanilla..so i will not even consider taking vanilla..
Felicia was busy taking the pictures of the food and we were busy ATTACKING the food.cannot believe we actually did that.but that is the fun part about being with these friends of mine..im rather comfortable carrying out such silly acts in front of them..because they do the same things too.
we went to Heereen to take neoprints.LOL.it's been so long since ive taken neoprints with the exception of the ones i took with Ira.we took our own sweet time getting out of the booth after taking the pictures and proceeding to select the ones we wanted to print just outside the booth.we did not know that the machine has already selected the pictures for us by the time we got there.it was a little chaotic but we managed to get the ones we wanted.we had a second round and this time, Felicia's mouth was opened like a fish.HAHAHAHAAH.it was a candid picture.but too bad the machine chose the nice ones for us..hahaa.we were smart enough to run out of the booth fast this time.OR AT LEAST WE THOUGHT SO.we only realised that there were two sides and we were at the wrong side until after Felicia pointed it out.by the time we ran to the other side..the similar thing happened.HAHAHA.Felicia went home after that leaving Huier,Kf, Zoey and I.we went to cineleisure and we could not resist the temptation to watch JUST MY LUCK.i decided to watch it instead of watching it with MH because MH told me they might have to postpone the date. i wanted to watch it so much that i went to the ATM to withdraw money.the stupid machine could not dispense $20 and i had to retrieve $50!!!!URGHHHH....
BUTTTTTTTTT(with a dramatic pause).....im glad i watched it.it was nice seeing CHRIS PINE.my new idol.HAHAHHAHAHA.love lindsay like usual.COOL movie..with nice performance by McFly..i adore the appearance by LUKE from the OC and Samaire Armstrong..surprising to announce that she is also from the OC in season 1.love the idea of having the luck switched here and there through the kisses.AND i should say Lindsay sacrificed by KISSING A LOT of guys in the movie.BUT THEN AGAIN..kissing to such hollywood stars might just be a little too easy and it's like peas to them.
LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.JUST MY LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(:
(p.s. i wish im like ASHLEY ALBRIGHT..she can just hail 4 taxis at one time by stretcthing out her hands effortlessly.i hate to take cabs to school early in the morning..i have to wave "up and down" for like at least 20 mins before i could get one.and i would love to be able to get SARAH JESSICA PARKER's dress and of course..getting to love CHRIS PINE..)

okie.tests tmr..dead

2006-06-18T11:43:00.000-07:00

yup.i seriously think im not prepared for the tests.lol.i have been slacking all day..trying to study and realising that my lecture notes are not even ready because i missed all the lectures last week due to my FEVER.all BLANKS.thanks to sheereen ive managed to fill in my media in society notes.phew.thanks sheereen.(:
as for marketing..im so dead.i can sense the impending doom arriving...slowly and gradually.well..not really slowly..it's there already.i know.it's going to attack with such great impact that after wednesday i will not survive.YES.
but still...i look forward for thurs fri sat and sun.im watching JUSTMYLUCK with Miawhui,Cheryl,Priscilla and Huda on Sat.YAY.finally.it's Priscilla's bday.lucky girl...she gets to watch Lindsay's movie on her birthday!!!!!!!!hmm...i cant wait to go out with Zoey to purchase my white nail polish.i shall see if im capable of coming up with innovative creations with it.WEEEEEEE.
okie.this is the kind of blog entry i will come up with when im stressed.(:

Sequel to BEING MALIGNED entry.

2006-06-16T13:58:00.000-07:00

oh ya.before i forget..thank you Jieying for your Lindt chocolate..it states on the package that it's Ecuador and that it is 75% cacao,noir intense..aromatisch herb mit intensiver cacaonote,amer et aromatique,au gout de cacao intense.its ok if u dun understand this.i bet this is German.dun feel inferior,i dun understand these words too, but from what i interpret from the huge chunk of info up there,it's aroma--- something.LOL.
thank you Jieying for your JAVA chocolate and your PRAHA BELL.its one of the most unique present. (:
thank you daddy..for the $100.haha.no explanation needed.
im glad that i can finally control my D's(DOMINANT) attitude and behaviours..if not i would probably be slamming stuff on the ground now after knowing the matter.i would probably be unsympathetic and cold.

Being maligned.

2006-06-16T13:27:00.000-07:00

the worst thing you can ever get is to be maligned by someone.Someone whom you respect a lot.SERIOUSLY.i guess receiving chocolates from your juniors is a terrible sin.no i think receiving is not a sin, ACCEPTING it is the sin.especially those from Germany.perhaps Germany hates Singapore.never mind.im sure u guys reading this will not comprehend what ive written so far.i dont want to elaborate more.you will never be able to predict who will be be reading this particular entry.im going to make this entry as mysterious as ever, so that no one understands this at all.except those who knew exactly what the real situation was.
all i know is, it is bad to tarnish someone else's reputation in just that split second.it is also hurting to accuse someone for doing something when the person did not commit the crime, especially without solid evidence to support your statements.

Huier.if you're reading this, i hope you're alright now.im sorry for not being with u at the crucial moment. i had no idea what was going on.serious.i swear.my phone is currently under repair because the screen is showing nothing.i cant read msgs and the menu list.i would like to apologize for not being with you physically and letting you handle this whole mess yourself. it is not even considered a mess to begin with. i have to admit that i was really infuriated upon knowing the matter.i was totally clueless until Zoey told me something cropped up when i was chatting with her in Msn. she had to call me to tell me what actually happened.i was stunned.

this whole scenario is like a catastrophe and i really need to be clear minded enough to decide on what to do next.im an official member of the ambassador now..so i guess i will have to return to my former school whether i like it or not.so i guess no one has the right to stop me from going back.first thing first..my conscience is clear. i am not afraid to face the matter but for now...since the whole chaos is considered settled already, i shall not bring this matter up again.but then again, i hope time heals and that i will not be chased out.yup.thats all i have to say. once again...SORRY HUIER.

ambassadors camp

2006-06-14T14:55:00.000-07:00

i will just do this very quickly and get this over and done with. u might ask WHY??? And for your information, people who always question and start their sentences with a WHY possess the personality of steadiness. yes.i went through the DISC profiling ONCE AGAIN. This time round, i am an influential person. (I) My first attempt in secondary school was D and I. so i was both dominant and influential.
went for the ambassadors camp.it was cool. we get to play games like MAGIC POLE. i will spare you the details as it will get too intricate and complex and long-winded. we played games involving PONTOONS. and we had a lot of breaks.TEA BREAKS.LUNCH.blahblah.i was really tired cos the day before my camp started, i did not get to sleep at all..i was busy trying to complete my Bauhaus project and Corporate trademark design.Ira was up all night too, completing the project. i was late again.SORRY IRA.hahah.i promise next time i will get out of my house early and make sure i wont get a cab that get stuck in the jam.
we had a bbq too.it was not bad.except for the fact that the sausages were way too salty.
went out with huier zoey and kf to plaza singapura just now..haha.but huier had to leave early and we proceeded to The Cathay after meeting Felicia to give her $8. great. now im officially a member of the ambassadors but also simultaneously..im officially broke.hahaha.
the most crucial part i must mention about is the Ben & Jerry icecream shop.gosh.i love ben & jerry, i had a mix and match and i ordered 3 different flavours including strawberry cheesecake, chocolate cookie dough(my all time favourite..ate this during V for Vendetta movie) and chocolate fudge ice cream.the people serving us were service-oriented and i really like them.they were able to answer my ques quickly. i was asking them what kind of ingredients they have in the new york chocolate fudge ice cream. the lady caused me to be speechless after explaining and describing the ice cream. she was like blabbering the ingredients. it was like a LONG LIST.hahhaha.we ate there and we watched MTV channel.there was a drum set i front of us too!how cool is that???hahaha.oh ya.the show was Broomraiders.stupid show but nevertheless i continued watching it.and i saw Lee Ryan and Simon Webbe!WEEEE.hahahahaha.
we went to Marina Square after that and i bought a Ripcurl jacket.YAY.hahaha
I LOVE BEN AND JERRY!!!!!! (:

sick..

2006-06-05T11:23:00.000-07:00

1 flu tablet, 10 ml of cough syrup, 1 huge tablet of antibiotics, suck 1 lozenge,2 fever tablets.
yes.this is what i will have to live with for the next few days.my ears are like stuck.my fever went all the way up to 39.2 degrees.haha.i dont believe this.IM SICK.cool man.and i still have my bauhaus proj and the logo design to deal with.by the end of this week.i will have to print out the brochure too.how GREAT can my life get???
i think i better sleep now.hopefully i can watch the OMEN with miawhui and the gang tmr.hahah.06.06.06..weee...and i went to measure my height just now..ive grown up!159cm..but im like 38.2kg again.i thought ive gained weight.the last time i weighed myself..it was 40kg.and i was rejoicing.the doctor calculated my BMI..and he was like..u are seriously underweight.haha...and he was like.."you should gain another 7 kg"
goodness,gracious.me.
im definitely not confident that i can gain weight.

xmen!!!

2006-06-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

i love xmen3!!
and so im going to be very biased in rating xmen 3.
xmen 3 was good because cyclops was there.but it was bad because he only appeared for a few minutes.there u go.haha.well..i was really really shocked when i found out that Wolverine actually stabbed Jean Grey to death.okie.i hope i did not spoil the whole thing for u if u havent watch xmen 3 yet.haha..and Charles Xavier died.what a pity.but...he managed to revive in the end i guess.which is rather skeptical.i dun really understand the whole thing.but it was GOOD.and Wolverine was like..we got to stick together till the end.XMEN.
THAT was when Ira and i could no longer bear it anymore.we guffawed because it was just incredulous and CHILDISH to say things like...we are XMEN.hahaha...
okie.i gtg..im so tired.

xmen and da vinci.

2006-06-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

i will nv be able to watch xmen and da vinci.i seriously have no time.haha.great.not to mention just my luck and shes the man.HELP.im living in agony...

ESTELLA IS INSANE!

2006-05-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

ESTELLA IS INSANE INSANE INSANE AND INSANE.she made me laugh like hell that i cannot even tolerate anymore.i almost cried laughing.yes.we are the mad cows.mad and insane.so what?that's because estella wans to kill him and i wan to eat him.she calls him chicken backside and i call him chicken nugget.GOSH.uh oh.i see something new again.and he will never ever in his lifetime wait for us.we are known as the computer dummies.and i shall read the dummy book for something.

HELLO FOLKS!

2006-05-29T12:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO FOLKS!
GOODBYE FOLKS!
THAT"S ALL FOLKS!

(haha.dun ask me why i typed the words above.ASK IRA.hahaha.anyway...so little time so much to do.......)
P.S:[oh ya!Moxi..i saw u on tv hahah...(:]
Nadia,will blog abt the sleepover soon.
This is the 100th post!!!

Marketing and stress

2006-05-29T01:02:00.000-07:00

gosh..im in marketing lesson now.this is going to be another puzzling lecture and a damn tough one.haha.thanks to Ira...she printed the precious notes for me.hahaha.okie.i dun think i can blog anymore cos it's going to start at any CRUCIAL moment.i hope and i pray hard that i wont fall asleep in the middle of the class.AND..i have media in society debate to complete.CAN SOMEONE HELP ME????haha...i guess not.oh ya..i promise i will blog about the sleepover Nadia!hahaha.....SOON...REALLY SOON.
(:

Taylor Hicks

2006-05-24T19:21:00.000-07:00

IT is so obvious that Taylor would be the American Idol.and he IS the American Idol.i guessed i sort of predicted everything.i told Ira that i hate to admit it...but i think Taylor will win the title when i was chatting with her yesterday.
i woke up late today.im supposed to wake up at 8am to watch the simulcast version LIVE...but i overslept.
but anyway...i watched the second hour of the show and it was alright.they have nominees winning the Jackson award and male bonding award(brokenote mountain).lame but rather funny.i should say Clay Aiken's appearance was indeed shocking.he looked great up there on stage...stunning the audience.AND I WAS SOOOOOOOO HAPPY THAT CARRIE UNDERWOOD came!and my sis told me she did a performance during the first hour.(she was outside..and she saw it from the tv sets at the coffeeshop when she walked past.)SHEESH.....i missed it all.oh.just in case u do not know,i like Carrie Underwood.
Taylor kept saying SOUL PATROL when he won the title...but i still think last yr's American Idol was still the best.i was rooting for Carrie Underwood of course.the whole event seemed GRAND.but this time it was like..oh..so TAYLOR WON that kind of atmosphere.and the happiness emanating from Carrie had this calming effect on me.because it was just too good to be true.everybody was rooting for BO BICE.and i was the only one against it.funny but true.hahaha.and Bo Bice could have won the title because he was indeed a stronger competitor as compared to our dear Katharine McPhee.sighhh.....no excitement.and the paper confetti began to drop only when Taylor finished singing his debut single.but last time it was like...they released the confetti and the "fireworks" effect when Carrie was still singing.what a touching scene.hahhahaha.
okie.i should stop comparing the victories.if u noticed,before they released the results,the camera showed Carrie Underwood.it was as if..."this is your American idol for 2005..who is the American Idol for 2006???????"
Anyway...this is the second time a GUY actually won American Idol.First it was Kelly,then RUBEN,then Fantasia(the duck)and Carrie Underwood....so guys...congrats that u finally found a representative(Taylor Hicks.)

i've been tagged

2006-05-24T12:02:00.000-07:00

I've Been Tagged
F.Y.I-this is a dangerous game..(haha.like real)
1.The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2.Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.(what the....?????)
3.Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.(this is getting lame and it seems like some hideous chain letter.)
4.If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5.Lastly,most importantly,HAVE.FUN.DOING.IT.

okie.the above rules and regulations have been taken into account.hahah...what a weird game.but i will still play it.
first thing first.the gender of my perfect lover must be a GUY.okie.here i go.

8 Different Points about my perfect lover.

1.He must be smart,knows how to carry himself.
2.Good attitude and can communicate well with me
3.Must be a guy who speaks ENGLISH.at least most of the time.
4.Humorous obviously.
5.For some reason..i prefer tanned guys.don't need to be so tanned though.
6.He must be loyal of course.
7.Preferably charismatic,mature guy.
8.His eyes must sparkle.(im seriously running out of points.=/)

thanks Nadia for tagging me.=/

cinderella....cinderella...cinderella.

2006-05-24T10:10:00.000-07:00

Candy, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Live Happily Ever After

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When it comes to setting goals, you're not afraid to reach high. How else would you explain wanting to be the belle of the ball, winning the heart of the prince, showing those evil stepsisters who's boss, and ruling the kingdom? You're a girl with goals, and you go after them.

Let's face it: You're not one to sit around and wait for life to happen. If the driver has the night off, you'd probably proudly take the reigns of your pumpkin coach and drive yourself to the party. You're not the type to have a team of servants at your beck and call although that wouldn't be so horrible, now would it? But if good ol' Prince Charming has anything to say about it, you won't have to lift a finger when you move into the castle together — unless you want to. And with your varied interests and natural drive to get what you want, you're sure to be true royalty in no time. And that's a happily ever after worth sharing.

LOST

2006-05-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

i am sooooooooo sick and tired of everything.everything is against me today.i have a marketing quiz tomorrow which i have not conpleted studying.and to top it off,i lost my purse along with my IC,student card,Andersen's Of Denmark card,Pastamania card,library card and my POSB card.i lost them during the break in the photocopy room at the library.i have no idea what came over me today.obviously i was too restless and i did not know what i was doing.so i kept losing things.but i felt that i was cursed or something today.first i lost my purse and i was already SOOOOOOOO devastated.but apparently my adorable phone has decided to play pranks with me too.i lost it when i was about to get out of the school.SO PLS DO NOT CALL ME OR ANYTHING COS I CANCELLED MY LINE.THANK YOU VERY MUCH.and i know.all your reactions will be...OH MY GOSH.and to tell you the truth...it took me a lot of courage for me to break the terrible news to my father.i think i am eligible to be in the cast of LOST.hahaha.cos i kept losing my things.i cant believe im actually laughing at this.thanks Ashley for helping me find my purse.THANKS NADIA AND IRA for being soooo concerned...THANKS MOXI for saying u will treat me to a movie...THANKS ZOEY for assuring me that i will get it back although it seems like all hopes have already diminished.oh ya.i forgot to mention that i have $100 in my purse.

Something is seriously wrong with me

2006-05-19T12:25:00.000-07:00

Something is seriously wrong with me.i can't sleep.sigh.but i'm tired u know.my mind kept reeling back to the times when it was just secondary school life.everything seemed to be so simple.even getting to sleep is considered happy to me.but for me now,sleeping is not enough.it will never be enough.actually i do not know what im blabbering about.i must be too tired.it's 3.25am.

Meridian JC band concert..

2006-05-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

Meridian JC band concert rocks!ok.maybe it's not that WONDERFUL.hahaha.it is good excluding those squeaking noise produced from the clarinet section and the terrible playing by the french horn section when the alumni were playing Mononoke Hime Medley.They played a series of very challenging repertoires. It included Slavonic Dances, A Carmen Fantasy, Jericho, Selections from The Phantom Of The Opera,Mononoke Hime Medley,Noah's Ark,The Four Symphinic Themes by John Williams, Backdraft and Les Miserables. ALL OF THESE FOR JUST $10!Isn't that a cool deal??
Yuhanis wanted someone to accompany her to watch the concert, and since i had nothing to do after school today..i agreed to go..it's been a long time since i've watched a concert anyway. We reached there pretty early..(can u believe it??i'm early.)we waited till 7+pm before we went in.we took the circle seats since it was free seating arrangement but we were stopped from sitting at the front rows of the circle seats because we do not have complimentary tickets.so sad huh??
seriously..When they were playing Selections from the Phantom Of The Opera, all the memories of Resonance 1 came flowing back into my mind.for your information...resonance 1 is Unity Sec's first ever concert...and its also MY first ever concert!!!!!!!hahaha..and we played Phantom of the Opera.i was scrutinising the flautists when they were playing the running notes and everything..it was just perfect!the way their fingers gently touches the keypads, it was so elegant and so easy!!!the guy playing the piccolo was fantastic!!!
Mononoke was kind of a disappointment.i expected it to be like real good..because that song is really nice.but like i've mentioned above, the french horn section sort of ruined the piece.okie...im lazy to blog abt this any further...so i will write about the main point now...a little girl sort of distracted the performance.we were so engrossed in the concert when the little girl suddenly blabbered some gibberish.hahahah...so cute right????
the teachers-in-charge of the band dressed up really beautifully and graceful today.Yuhanis and I even mistaken one of them as emcee.damn funny.but this concert must the most special one ever.they do not have encore!!!can u believe it???Yuhanis and I thought that the emcees and the band were just faking..but they really ended the whole thing and began taking pictures with alumni members.damn weird.hahah...i just realised i kept saying DAMN DAMN DAMN.but overall..the concert was enjoyable and good.and the band really had the stamina to last for so long. (:

Im in intro to web designs class

2006-05-16T13:48:00.000-07:00

ive decided to buy that adidas bag.haha.yes.the sling bag.it is like $69.so its actually $70 when u round up.i just cannot resist.
for your info..im in intro to web designs class now.hahahaha.so weird right???to make such a decision now.(:

Im in intro to web designs class

2006-05-15T22:41:00.000-07:00